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2006-02-23T11:29:00.000+08:00

. . . T H E . . . F I N A L E . . .

Hana - Orange Range
With things scattering around us like flower petals
It was a miracle to find you, as if a dream
loving one another, having our spats
we've scaled all kinds of walls together
even in my next life, I'll come back as a flower by your side.

will the sun right above me always be there?
will I always be able to keep safe,
the laughing, crying, angry faces you make?
if it's all going to end someday anyway,
we should be even more grateful
that we could find each other
the miracle of that day, that time and that place
will give birth to a new track.

growing stronger through love,
overcoming through faith
what you left me with, is still here in my heart
see, it hasn't lost its shine
I think of things happily, that we could find each other
that I could regain my smile
with these overwhelming feelings of "gratitude",
I push forward on my journey

With things scattering around us like flower petals
It was a miracle to find you, as if a dream
loving one another, having our spats
we've scaled all kinds of walls together
even in my next life, I'll want to see you

I'll scatter like flower petals
I'll accept all this world throws at me
you left me with a real treasure called "the here and now"
so I'll live the best I can, and be a flower

why do flowers wilt?
why can birds fly?
why does the wind blow?
why does the moon shine?

why am I here?
why are you here?
why could I find you?
it was fate, that I meet you.

the rain lets up, a rainbow forms across the sky,
the light is born by the strong spring wind,
I become aware of something precious, and unyielding
called "loving"
Can I still keep on? I can see it now,
my feeling will last the ages and ring out for all time
your joy, your pain, your everything
go on, bloom in full, bigger, bigger, and bigger.

That's all for now...
May all our cherished and treasured dreams come true...
Domo Arigato Gozaimas...

. . . G O O D B Y E . . .

Love,
Tia & Mimi

2006-02-21T09:59:00.000+08:00

| mood: girly | listening to: hana - orange range |

- - me and mimi - -

yes yes, i bought that dorothy perkins dress last weekend dnd... very the 'bree-of-desperate-housewife'... hehehehe... i loike the dress and he loike it too... SUKER!!! as i'm the one and only wearing it... i mean i saw few ladies wearing the same identical dress... mesti 'bestfren'!

More Than Words - Frankie J
Saying "I love you"
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
how easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words
Is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me yeah
'Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying "I love you"

2X
Saying I love you, saying I love you
More than Words

Now that I've tried to talk to you
And make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands
And touch me
Hold me close, don't ever let me go
More than words
Is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me yeah
'Cause I'd already know

3X
Saying I love you, saying I love you
More than Words

More than Words...

: tia :

2006-02-14T11:22:00.000+08:00

| mood: emo | listening to : how's is it goin to be - third eye blind |

*long sigh* yeah i've tried the dress at dorothy perkins yesterday during lunch time... stupid me, i didnt buy it... probably, i will get that one if all fails... after dinner, i scouted ard marina&suntec... no dress for me, only aching feet... *pouts* poor me, yeah its true... i'm too poor to afford those pretty dresses... the cheaper ones, look too casual for a formal dinner... basically, nothing catches my eyes... i felt so frustrated that i broke down and cry... probably i'm PMSing soon... i hope better luck for me today, going to scout for dresses again maybe sampai ke JB perhaps... hehehee... where shall i put all this excess fats ahz??? hmmm simpan dalam drawers temporary boleh tak?? *wink at mimi*...

to all lovebirds and lovepals... happy love2 day...

: tia :

2006-02-13T10:54:00.000+08:00

| mood: bodycramp | listening : so sick - yo |

congratulations to 2 ex-Mei Chin Secondary students, Nasrul & Suziana...
when their eyes first met, after mak-andam pull away her kipas... both of them were abt to burst into tears sia... tarching seh... more than a decade punyer love story!!! awwwwwwww... they are my juniors and looking at them again together... teringat masa2 kat bus stop near queensway shopping centre... ehehhee...

my biao-gege's eldest daughter... ernie... cute kan??
geram seh with her chubby cheeks...

after work, me going to plaza singapura dorothy perkins to check out that dress.. see if it fits me, if it fits well and nice... i will get it ahz... if NO, i'll have a big headache... i need a dress for this saturday's dinner and dance... hmmm, yesterday accidentally ernie stepped on my lilac pointed heels while playing... eerrgghh... not another headache, i need a new shoes now and new handbag too... *scratch head* but i need to save up ahz... for kinabalu trip... after this, must start saving up liao for my air tickets... lodging... trekking boots... jacket... gloves... trekking pants... sleeping bags...*scratch2 head*.... save $$$ save $$$... + save my vacation leaves too... sorry guys cannot join u guys to danga international dragon boat race...

: tia :

2006-02-07T13:07:00.000+08:00

| mood: siao2 | listening to: maybe i'll go - lene marlin |

life is short, if you dont look around once in a while you might miss it + dont let the past hold you back cos you'll miss the good stuff

You Are 13 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

: tia :

2006-02-06T09:00:00.000+08:00

| mood: sweet | listening to: smoke - natalie imbruglia |

Let Us Be Patient With Each Other
most relationships go through stressful times
and that is why it is so important
when one of us is having a difficult time
to step back and realise
that what we may do or say
should not be taken personally
i need to remember that
it is your sorting time
and not a rejection of me
and when i am quiet
it does not mean i dont want to be with you
it is just that i am thinking thru
let us always be patient with each other
and recognise and respect
each individuals needs
because if we have our own inner strength
our relationship will be stronger
and better able to understand
difficult times

-- charlene a. forsten--

May you be each other's lifetime source of hopes and inspiration.. May ur love strengthen wif each passing day, patience and strength take u closer to Allah.. May peace be wif the two of you on this special day and always, Happie 7th Anniversary to Mimi and Fendy... *hugs*

Love,
: tia :

p.s. sweetheart, cry if you want to but dont cry too hard... cos your daddy will feel sad... pray for his soul and may he rest in peace... uncle, i'll miss your smiles + laughters... you will be in our memory...

2006-02-02T12:58:00.000+08:00

| mood: worried | listening to: becos u live - jesse mccartney |

*wave* i'm back... how i spent my holidays?...

29th Jan 2006
we visited ita and aniq on CNY... ita cooked seafood pasta for us... aniq was really a handful... no wonder ita managed to shed few kilos (thats a good news!) + he's very cheeky too just like uncle okada and takuya... hehehe!! no place to window shopping, we dont want to catch a movie... so we headed down to KBOX at clementi central!!! checked in at 6pm... and we are supposed to leave at 9pm as we already have settled our bill... but we left only at 9.30pm... hahaha... KBOX staffs were to busy to halao us + we would have stayed much longer but we were too exhausted... beginning to have sore throat and the place was super cold!!! we picked Taufik's I Dream as our last song... hehehe... WHOA nyanyi dgn penoh semangat ahz...

-- baby aniq hafiz --

30th Jan 2006
@ 7.20am - rosa, me and emran met up at clementi interchange... took bus 165 to macritchie... we were early sia... reached there at 7.55am sia... ahmad, mansor, sha, imran and feroz were super late... DAUD!? hmmm jgn cakap... i learned that he masih tido lagik... hmmm... nieways, instead of just waiting for them at the entrance... rosa and me decided to walk up to the Ranger Station... after 45mins, the 3 of us reached the Ranger Station... we took a break... a really long break cos we have to wait for the rest to come up... they took abt 2 hours to reach the Ranger Station... i visited the Ladies abt 3 to 4 times... rosa told me abt her work... emran took a nap... then when emran woke up... we played 'scissor paper stone'... i heard familiar voices... it was sha, imran and mansor... Alhamdullilah... the wait is over!!! i have to pujuk ahmad to come over to the Ranger Station... "ahmad, kat sini ada shidah... ada i... ada kipas... ada 7 eleven... ada air... ada toilet..." the rest of them rushed to the toilet to freshen up... while waiting for ahmad and feroz... wooohooo!! ahmad finally arrived... we stood in a single row and wolf whistled and cheered for Ahmad..... wooohoooo!!! okay2 see the pics ahz... arrghh... my chubby cheeks!!!

: tia :

2006-01-28T11:42:00.000+08:00

| mood: relax | listening to: my faith - day after tomorrow|

Happy Belated 33th Birthday To Mark Owen!!!
his birthday was y'dae 27 Jan... i was too busy to blog...

we had office's function y'dae... my hands smelled so fishy and abaloney the whole day sia... hey, i tried New Moon's abalone from Australia for the first time... its definitely tasted different to normal abalone, the prices also differ... but my colleagues was telling me that abalones from Mexico taste nicer and more expensive... hmph! i rather choose abalones to those tasteless caviar... *jeling at someone* eeeeee geramnyerrr!!! nevermind that arrogant stupeed jerk!

hey, now my eyes are bigger and darker and rounder... thank you magic black!! i loike!! *wink at mimi* he disagreed and said its too fake... ika said with envy that my eyes looks like a doll!! kelvin commented "oit, eyes so big already... not happy ahz!! why dont you choose brown2 or brown2?" HUH?!

he fetched me after work at toa payoh... rushed down Plaza Singapura to catch Jet Li's last action movie Fearless at 6.45pm... not bad lah... maybe i'm still in the geisha2 mood... hahaha... *wink at rosa* everyday cannot leave home without drawing my eyes... my colleagues commented "wah your eyes so big ahz and look attentive..." wahahahaa...

okay peeps... enjoy ur long holidays yah... tomorrow i'll still be going for my 4km run + nasi lemak b'fast at holland v... NO EXCUSE!!! hehehe...

: tia :

2006-01-25T15:55:00.000+08:00

| mood: bloated | listening to: first love - utada hikaru |

first and foremost, happie 24th birthday to sho-chan!!! stay wise but crazy always yah!!!

took pm off y'dae to accompany him for his CNY's shopping... he got himself a leather belt from Esprit and pair of Replay leather shoe... on the way home, he complained in the cab, "ehz, the price that i paid for this shoe.. i can buy two pairs of nike at queensway sia!"... TIPU seh! wow a good start ahz... he already have a love-hate-relationship with his shoe... hehehehe...

oh yes, he got me a casual buttoned front skirt from Mango... thank you!!! gegege... "eh, if you want to ketuk me... must ketuk me today!" wei, i'm not like that hor... tomorrow still need to eat hor... plus when i shop, i ALWAYS use my own money hor... but then only y'dae, u insist paying for it hor... thank you many2 hor... but hor, i know some muka-tak-tahu-malu-tattooed-on-their-forehead... *clear throat* in spanglish? arroganto bastardo guys these days luurrvvee to ketuk women leh... cheated on women leh with their boncit2ness some more HOR!... oh how am i not suprise?! wakakakaka... aiyahz, change subject ahz... dont waste my blog space on such arroganto bastardo...

back to the earlier topic... we were at wisma then left to marina square... as he doesnt like any of the shoes at bettlebug and even from pedro @ citylink... i suggested that he check out shoes at PrettyFIT... member jeling ahz gua cakap sama lu... wakkakaka... we skipped lunch and caught 3pm show... *air play a shimasen* Memoirs of Geisha (ahmad - mizuage ehz?... kao suka eh part2 gini kan!...) and followed by dinner *continue to air play a shimasen* at Sakae Sushi... sugoii ne... after dinner, we took a walk from marina square to funan centre but ended up in boat quay's coffee bean as we both in need of some caffeine... hehehhe... all happy and end's well... home sweet home ahz.. apa lagik... hehehhe...

I DIDNT GO TO BACKSTREET BOYS CONCERT LAST NIGHT!!! *lol*

: tia :

2006-01-18T10:28:00.000+08:00

| mood: =) | listening to: burn - usher |

how come the office is super cold today ahz??!!
am i in moscow now??

a-hui.. *giggles* DUST BIN ABDULLAH really suits you sia... gegege... you are so damn fun-ny-ahz!! wakakaka...

*scissors paper stone*

: tia :

2006-01-17T11:14:00.000+08:00

| mood: itch | listening to: L.O.V.E - Ashlee Simpson |

L.O.V.E by Ashlee Simpson

All my girls stand in a circle and clap your hands this is for you
Ups and downs highs and lows no matter what you see me through
My boyfriend he don't answer on the telephone
I don't even know where the hell he goes
But all my girls we're in a circle and nobody's gonna break through

[Chorus]
L, O, L, O L, O L O V E
L, O, L, O L, O
Did you hear me say
L, O, L, O L, O L O V E
L, O, L, O L, O
Did you hear me say
L, O, L, O L, O L O V E
L, O, L, O L, O
I'm talkin' bout
L, O, L, O L, O L O V E
L, O, L, O L, O
I'm talkin' bout love

Say you'll be my girls for life
Girls for life
Oh hold off I need another one
I think you, you do too
Grab my bag, got my own money
Don't need any man in this room
My boyfriend he'll be calling me now anytime
I need all girls to keep him off my mind
So hold up we need another one
What we got is all good

[Chorus]

Love is an energy, love is a mystery
Love is meant to be true
Love is a part of me, love is the heart of me
Love is the best thing we do

[Chorus till end]

i made this wallpaper for sha, bobo, ahmad, rosa and mariana...hope they like it as much as i do... *big hugs*

hey, Jay won Project Runway... woohhooooo... love his design...
something that i would want and love to wear... Kara's dresses look amazingly beautiful too... hahaha...that psycho wendy!! GO HOME ahz!!! wat a toxic character!!!...

: tia :

2006-01-16T17:39:00.000+08:00

| mood: cramps | listening to: blind - lifehouse |

Blind by Lifehouse
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

last friday, he gave me that *point at the above pix*... surprised and delightedfullyhappy!! XD XD XD *look at the pic again* ehz how come you look like johnny depp's character in pirate of caribbean ahz?? hehehe...

guess what after dinner, i went to nokia centre at suntec city... my 4mths old hanphone was sick ahz, nak teething agaknyer!!.. "system error! system error!!" everytime i tried to use the camera... i went back to nokia again on saturday after running some errands in the morning (yup, i skipped my dragon boat trg again) but everything is back to normal now... yeah!! hehehe... yokatta ne... congrats to jack asmawi for winning the Most Popular Group of Funkmania Dance Competition held last saturday finals at Ngee Ann City... cool lah lu minah!!

got a friday night date at holland village with the fellas who went to KL!! ehz, imran coming lah... hehehehe...

: tia :

2006-01-13T12:18:00.000+08:00

| mood: FRIDAY!! | listening to: believe me - fort minor |

The Way We Are - Lene Marlin
I watch you growing sometimes I see myself - in you
It can be scary but kinda funny too
I hear you talking
A lot of similarities

Your choice of words
And all the fantasises
Just the way we are
I guess you've seen it now

A mirror of ourselves sure makes us weird
Falling down
From a mountain of frights
What's there to hold on to?

The way you makes all smile and the despair when you just
Won't go to sleep
You could have me walking a mile to make you smile still it's not
Really a weep

I know you fooled me
A million times
I just can't help it
Don't know why

Just the way we are
I guess you've seen it now
A mirror of ourselves sure makes us weird
Falling down from a mountain of frights

What's there to hold on to?
I know you hate it but they really have to do
What they do
You're crying out your wishes

I understand
Yet they don't have a clue

- // -

yeah, finally i got hold of that shoe from URS inc... *mexican wave* long long before ur time... hehehee... both me and mimi were eyeing that pair of shoe from URS inc for the whole year of 2005... we waited patiently for the price of that shoes to drop... we salivate outside the shop... praying for the price to drop... cursing the management why no further sale or futher reduction?? hehehee... lets cut the story short... I CANT HOLD IT ANYMORE!!! now its year 2006 ley!! so i bought it at $60.30 yesterday @ citylink outlet... so happy cos they have my size... *clap2*

in mimi's email yesterday, she told me abt that hotpink nine west
stilettoes (similar to cameron diaz's in her shoes) is 600 bucks... she commented,"oh i dah beli tapi i sewa kan balik kat kedai tu...hehehehe.." people, i need to shed more kilos... so that i can fly in any stilettoes... gegege... plus he promised to give me anything i want, with his credibility of course, if i were to lose 2kgs by CNY!!

errmmm, this reminds me of my cuzzin who bought a $400 ferragamo shoes during xmas sale last year... she's so sayang to wear it out of the house... she wore it in her house... ran up the stairs to her bedroom... catwalked into her kitchen... but i would understand ahz... well, cheap shoes really really hurt, bite, abuse and blistered my feet... if have the money, i would invest in good shoes too... its not for the brand...(trying to be politically correct) its for the quality... hehehe... oh i love my new shoes... *hug my shoes*... mmuuah... mmuaahh...

: tia :

2006-01-12T12:28:00.000+08:00

| mood: pissed | listening to: L.O.V.E - ashlee simpson |

Semua Tentang Kita - Peterpan
Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
'Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati

Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita
Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala

Ada cerita cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa

: tia :

2006-01-11T17:46:00.000+08:00

| mood: yawny | listening to: tak bisakah - peterpan |

Tak Bisakah - Peter Pan (OST Alexandria)
hatiku bimbang namun tetap pikirkanmu
selalu selalu dalam hatiku
ku melangkah sejauh apapun itu
selalu engkau di dalam hatiku

ku berjalan berjalan memutar waktu
berharap temukan sisa hatimu
mengertilah ku ingin engkau begitu
mengerti kau di dalam hatiku

reff: tak bisakah kau menungguku
hingga nanti tetap menunggu
tak bisakah kau menuntunku
menemani jalan hidupku

ku berjalan berjalan memutar waktu
berharap temukan sisa hatimu
mengertilah ku ingin engkau begitu
mengerti kau di dalam hatiku

dara kau menjadi hidupku
kemana kau tahu isi hatiku
tunggu sejenak aku di situ
jalanku jalan menemukanmu

repeat reff

-//-

she text him
qoute of the day... if you really want to be happy, nobody can stop you except God...

his replies
i dun agree... wateva hapen is obviously by God's best knowlegde and wateva befall on us is always for gud not worst. if life anything can b taken away frm our life. money career luv ones happiness but neva our faith. not even God can take away that faith. a person do not lose faith rather abandon dem... put som tots k...

insyaAllah...

: tia :

2006-01-11T09:36:00.000+08:00

| mood: luxurious | listening to: if its loving dat u wan - rhianna|

31.12.2005 - thats me, rosa, sha and bobo in sucasa hotel apartment, kuala lumpur

getting ready to usher ourselves into 2006... may 2006 will be a better year for me!!! i want that burberrys handbag!! *wink @ sweetheart*

after we caught beautiful fireworks near KLCC, we walked ard to see which club to hang out... as we were walking aimlessly, we bumped into mansor and imran on the street who were frantically looking for their lost fren... hahaha... mesti dah kena kidnapped!! they told us abt their 'adventures'... and they decided to join us... the next thing i knew i'm already at the foot of HRC... hahaha... tipu seh! hehehehee... silly mat sallehs made a fool of themselves along the street... got into bloody fights and all...HRC's lived band rock the house sia!!! we met few funny characters there... a girl tried to chat mr blur, imran up but failed miserably!... a pakcik boncit who shioked sendiri and grind himself to anyone who's in front of him... kesian ahmad and mansor... wakkakaka...

01.01.2006 - thats us at sunway lagoon brigde

seriously i was scared to death while walking to the end of that
bridge... papa masayuki came to my mind! stuppid brigde... i didnt know sia i'm afraid of height... the canopy walk (the longest hanging bridge in the world, an incredible panoramic view of Gunung Tahan (at 2,187 meters or 7,100 feet - highest peak in peninsula Malaysia) was chicken feet for me sia... i was cat-walking up there!!! had dinner kenny rogers and waffles at sunway pyramid... yup i've put on some kilos... happy perr!!! kinabalu lu tunggu ahz... i offered to belanja them to zouk... and this particular person was very happy sia... but we dropped the idea as mansor, imran and daUd coming over to hang ard at our apartment... mansor was bullied sia... dah macam mamak jual teh sarbat!!! wakkakakaka...

the morning after meeting daUd... both me and rosa tot that imran is cuter and sweeter but he's too young... ahaks! bobo thinks that their lost fren, daUd is cute but too quiet... whateverrrr!!

02.01.2006 - sha, rosa and me at ampang park bus stop

on our way to KLCC - had lunch at A&W... borong roti2 kat BreadTalk! whoooaaaa.... went up to Menara Kuala Lumpur... spectacular!! went for tudung shopping at masjid india... NAFSU shopping sudah mai!!! hehehee... we had dinner at Lot 1... i went for 1 hour full body massage near sungei wang... shioookk!!... rosa bravely chose 30 mins half body massage... oh when i heard her shrieking in the next cubicle... i shrieked too... hehehe... all the way from the LRT to the bus stop, both me and rosa were happily farting sia... hmmm waited for almost half an hour, the bus never come... so we hailed a taxi ahz... duh!

03.01.2006 - no pictures taken... too tired... too sleepy... too sad to leave...

checked out from sucasa at 12noon... hailed a taxi, very nice pakcik not like the previous trip, kena hang upside down sia for slamming his taxi door... stupid bakaBagero!! we reached petaling street at abt 12.20pm... really3 cautious and careful with our wallets and belongings... i shopped a bit, all for mommy!!!... sha bought shoe for her sister, rosa got herself a puma shoe and ahmad a funky mesh cap... time checked 1.20pm, need to be at puduraya at 1.30pm..my last buy was a pink christian dior handbag for mommy.... lawah ahz... at home, i discovered the TIPUness... it should be CD... tapi DD sia... wahaahhaha... kelam kabut punyer pasal sia... tak nampak sia... wakakkakaka... takpe2... i told her to carry that only to visit doctor or pergi geylang serai jerr...

- home sweet home -
reached tuas checkpoint... took public transport to jurong east... hang out at jurong national library's cafe... kita ada plan jahat!! wakkakaka... nak buat fan club!!! ehehhehe... mommy was the happiest person as most of my purchases were all for her, KL kan macam makcik2 shopping heaven... very surprising ahz as i, in fact all of us realised that we didnt really shop this trip, but we ate alot though... hehehe... i cant wait for bangkok ahz!! oit pergi simpan duit k... after korang punyer kinabalu and gunung tahan hikes... simpan duit lagik k...

tomorrow need to deposit $$$ for kinabalu trip liao... he wants to go there too... well i did asked him along... he declined cos he said that he was shy plus "all hdb2 people?? errm, i'm a very shy person ahz..." but i think its his work commitments ahz... whoaaaa!!! kan he aimed to earn 10K a month... baobei jiayou!!... "woiitt, dont forget me when u struck rich in malaysia ahz!! i want to have salmon sashimi... for my 3 meals every day!!!" ooiiissshhiiii...

: tia :

2006-01-09T17:19:00.000+08:00

10 things i hate about u
letter to cleo - i want u to want me

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'll shine up my old brown shoes

Put on a brand new shirt
Get home early from work
If you say that you love me
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'

Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
I want you to want me

I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me
I'll shine up my old brown shoes

Put on a brand new shirt
Get home early from work
If you say that you love me
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'

Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
Feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'
I want you to want me

I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm beggin' you to beg me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me

:: mimiallysa ::

2006-01-05T13:46:00.000+08:00

01012006

Happie burstdae my boo... =)
wah, org lain seybok countdwn for new year... im the only one cant wait for the clock to strike @12 midnite... its his burstdae...

we went marina promanade tt was the last resort... hehehe.. juz to see the fireworks... den aper lagik.. nak sabo org tu ah...
hehehehe.... hapie burstdae to azman's too yg seybok mengaku, their mother bersebelahan katil... hehehehe...

To my boo, otonjobi omedeto gozaimas, may u live to the max, panjang jodoh kita, insya-allah dan murah rezki n luv u deep2... huh ini ucapan formal, nak i repeat yg informal lagik???

okies, read eh... untok matayakku yg seorang nie, nasib baik takde dua kekeke.. selamat ari tua.. moga live to the max ah... moga jodoh panjang, unless johnny deep tak propose i dulu kekekekeke.... buanglah kebodohan tahun 1999 yg tersendat kat atas kepala tuh... jgn asyik nak marah2... yg penting i tak takut.. wakakaka.. cuma segan je... lastly may u wish come true... maaf lah lau kebodohan i uat u binggits kekekeke... tak fun kan lau
tak gaduh.. hahahahaha.... wa sayang lu ... =) hehehe...

sowie lah darling.. u nak O2 atom, i cuma bole kasik gambar dia je ah..

i hope u like ur new watch... hehehe... tapi tak leh exchange wif mine, coz i will always says mine is the best.. hehehehe.. =)

tia, dun 4get to update ur KL trip too okies...

:: mimiallysa ::

2005-12-30T11:46:00.000+08:00

| mood: ecstatic | listening to: its you that matters - taufik |

[bobo]
Its finally end of 2005...
Hari nie last day of the working day... Yeah!

Tomorrow... ahmad, rosa, nana, sha, bobo and me will be setting off to KUALA LUMPUR!!! pray hard that all of us will be safe, protected and nothing freaky happened to us... amin...

It's You That Matters - Taufik Batisah
verse 1:
time, has its way
to show me the reason for living
the world and all its splendour
gives me a sense of believing

that our love,
will shine thru,
and will keep us,
keep us forever,
and our love,
will pull us thru,
the bad times and keep us together.

chorus:
i don't wanna fight this feeling no more
wanna love you and love you, its you i adore
cause its you that matters
just the sight of you throws my heart ashore
and the joy you bring opens up my door
cause its you that matters

verse 2:
my love, need to bloom
like a flower a process unencumbered
that want, should i feel
when that trail i truly discovered

that our love,
will shine thru,
and will keep us,
keep us forever,
and our love,
will pull us thru,
the bad times and keep us together.

chorus

i love you baby,
that's right, cause you are the only one that matters, you know,
the only one baby,
i'm outta here.

: tia :

2005-12-29T13:05:00.000+08:00

| mood : touched | listening to : love just is - hillary duff |

i'm back from bintan... great place to relax and relax... and relax... hehehehe...

i miss the beaches, that hammock, the twinkling stars, the sun, the sound of the waves, sunbathing, walking hairy hermit, huge rocks where i climbed and sat there for hours, the coolbreeze after breakfast, the fun, the laughters, the friendly waiters *lol*, hanging out at the beachbar, the liveband, little japanese kids and bitter ballen (dutch favorite beer snack)... ooiiishhiii..

hey, i managed to overcome my seasickness... secret! hehehe... no headache and no nausea... hehehe... i would love to go there again for the friendly waiters ahz... wakakakaka...

The Way You Look Tonight - Frank Sinatra
Some day, when I'm awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you...
And the way you look tonight.

Yes you're lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.

With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fear apart...
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
It touches my foolish heart.

Lovely ... Never, ever change.
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it ?
'Cause I love you ... Just the way you look tonight.

Mm, Mm, Mm, Mm,
Just the way you look to-night.

: tia :

2005-12-20T12:39:00.000+08:00

| mood: mentel | listening to: push the button - sugarbabe |

shopping list
Havaianas sandal
G-shock watch
Coach handbag
Columbia/Salomon trekking shoe

did i get any of them? NO! my attention swayed to Mango SALE!!

.. thats me at mango sale..

i love mango sale so much that i will drop by at their stores almost everyday during lunch time... hehehe... i've bought 2 pretty skirts... *twirl2*... knitted halter neck for New Year Eve party plus a denim jacket... and all that amounted to $250+... better put a stop first... or i'll not have enough for KL shopping... hehehe... maybe i'll get the havaianas sandal first ahz b4 KL... hehehe... if there's balance in my acct... *pathetic*... i'll get the trekking shoes followed by that g-shock black orange watch... *inLove* Coach handbag??... hmmm, later2 pon boleh ahz... or... just get one at Petaling Street ahz... wakakkakakaka....

i hope ahmad's cousin able to get tixs for Peterpan's concert in
Stadium Merdeka...

*sings*
kau hancurkan hatiku, hancurkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu
kau terangi jiwaku. kau redupkan lagi
kau hancurkan hatiku tuk melihatmu

toxic boys! *gerammmm*

: tia :

2005-12-15T10:44:00.000+08:00

| mood: shopping | listening to: foolish - ashanti |

Foolish by Ashanti
[Chorus]
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you
See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why ya treatin me so bad
You said you love me, no one above me
And I was all you had
And though my heart is eating for ya
I can't stop crying
I don't know how
I allow you to treat me this way and still i stay

[Chorus]

Baby I don't know why ya wanna do me wrong
See when I'm home, I'm all alone
And you are always gone
And boy, you kno I really love you
I can't deny
I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears
after all these years

[Chorus]

Oohhhhh
I trusted you, I trusted you
So sad, so sad
what love will make you do
all the things that we accept
be the things that we regret
too all of my ladies (ladies) feel me
c'mon sing wit me
See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change
(never gonna change, never gonna change)

[Chorus]

Baby why you hurt me leave me and desert me
Boy I gave you all my heart
And all you do is tear it up
Looking out my window
Knowing that I should go
Even when I pack my bags
There's something always hold me back

a girl cant live w/o a man, but she can survive w/o a man...

:: mimiallysa ::

2005-12-14T10:47:00.000+08:00

| mood: sweetened | listening to: run - snow patrol |

alright... finally i get to download themes into my phone...
ehhehehe... being not internet savvy and phobia to download programs into my pc... i stayed away from the 'installator' for few months before i get the courage to use it ahz... thank you joseph for being so sweet and nice and kind and patience with me... hehehee...

last night, we (not with joseph of course) sat by the brigde... i felt so guilty when i looked at him and i start to recall back memories and events that happened for the past few months... and even brought back to when we were classmates... he's always there for me... he gave in to me most of the times... i told him not to spoil me anymore further... but he just smiled sweetly back at me... suddenly he gave a puppy look and showed me his badly blistered finger... i just look at it blankly... he felt hurt... i know cos he started to shoved me ard... pushed me ard just to get my attention... but it seems like i dont do anything for you or have the energy to be excited for everything... but sweetheart, i'll not trade you for anything in the world... you've been sucha sweet fren to me... *hugs*...

Imperfect Girl by Tatu
I don't have a perfect smile
maybe I'm just too shy
I'm not a beauty queen
on covers of magazines
that's something you can't deny
I got my own style

So what you see is what you get
A girl of no regrets
I'm not ideal - I'm quite absurd
I'm just an imperfect girl
I rise above this perfect world
I'm just an imperfect, imperfect girl

I wouldn't be classed as cool
I have to bend the rules
Maybe I don't fit in
I didn't always win
that's something you can't deny
I'm happy with my own style

So what you see is what you get
A girl of no regrets
I'm not ideal - I'm quite absurd
I'm just an imperfect girl
I rise above this perfect world
I'm just an imperfect, imperfect girl

It's all just make-believe
The standards that we hear
It doesn't have to be
A perfect world, a perfect world

I'm not ideal - I'm quite absurd
I'm just an imperfect girl
I rise above this perfect world
I'm just an imperfect, imperfect girl

: tia :

2005-12-13T09:58:00.000+08:00

| mood: positive | listening to : hung up - madonna |

i cant wait for the mount kinabalu trip... bobo, you made me geared up all over again abt the hiking trip next year... a trip that i'm looking forward too... its a mind over body experience... bo, insyaAllah we will make it to the top... ganbaru ganbaru yo! lets check out for solomon shoes ya... but first *sing* let us get it started at KL... amad... sha... i've changed my ring tone to Hung Up... yeah.. ramai2 k...

[Hung Up by Madonna]
Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you

: tia :

2005-12-12T08:29:00.000+08:00

| mood: blessed | listening to: illegal - shakira |

Illegal - Shakira feat. Carlos Santana
Who would have thought
That you could hurt me
The way you've done it?
So deliberate, so determined

And since you have been gone
I bite my nails for days and hours
And question my own questions on and on

So tell me now, tell me now
Why you're so far away
When I'm still so close

You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

I tried so hard to be attentive
To all you wanted
Always supportive, always patient
What did I do wrong?
I'm wondering for days and hours
It's here, it isn't here where you belong

Anyhow, anyhow
I wish you both all the best
I hope you get along

But you don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you're still alive, baby
You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm sorry"
I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

Open heart
Open heart
It should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

Open heart
Open heart
It should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart

Peterpan Live In Kuala Lumpur
Fenomena Konsert Tahun Baru bersama Peterpan
Tarikh : 01/01/2006 (i da kat KL!!)
Lokasi : Stadium Merdeka
Ticket Hotline : 016-344 7902 / 019-394 4222 / 019-3507070 /
019-2807070 / 019-2757070 / 019- 3944222 / 03-77266333 ext 5415,5363,5011
Brought By : Clockwork Records and 3 Event

: tia :

2005-12-09T17:04:00.000+08:00

| mood: lethargic | listening to: angel eyes - raghav |

Your Alias Should Be:

Mckayla Destinee

What Should Your Alias Be?

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 60% Good and 40% Bad
Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.
But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.
You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Girlie Are You?

i just cant stop doing the quizzes... ehehehehe... oh, i've just changed the banner, theme 'V6 Happy 10th Anniversary', oklah hah... not so chim like other blogs that i've been to...

i fell in love with it at the first sight... yup, its my new hp pouch... nice right?? pink and black... i loike!! and its definitely more affordable than that sanrio hello kitty pouch that i saw and eyeing for a very long time... but so damn expensive sia =( and so damn pretty... i need a pretty pouch to keep my ugly handphone away... i dont know what's gotten into my head... i accessorized it with stickers all over my baby! wakakakaka... *evil smile* when i have the money in future (bonus coming!!), i'll buy a sanrio pouch for my baby plus send my baby for a make-over, may my baby dreams and mine too come true!! aaaaaawwoooooooooooooooo....

: tia :

2005-12-08T11:12:00.000+08:00

| mood : effervescent | listening to : living dead girl -
whitezombie |

... 20++ days to Kuala Lumpur! Dont get Phunked!

"love hurts when you break up with someone...
it hurts even more when someone breaks up with you...
but love hurts the most...
when the person you love has no idea how you feel about him/her..."

[courtesy from mariana]
Sabar..
ada mrt, ada bas...ada hari..
musti balas...hehe..

aiyahz who cares abt love and break ups??!! *rubbing my chest* ini sudah jadi hati plastic...

did any of you see my markie on the paper yesterday...or is it on tuesday's papers?? anyway, Take That is having a reunion concert in UK.. baahhh!!... its been almost than a decade sia... i can still vividly recall what happened when Take That disbanded... my stupid twin, subash added salt to my broken bleeding heart... he chanted..."Gone for Good Take That! To Hell with Take That" everytime he bumped into me in school... well that's for getting back at me for showing disrespect for the late Kurt Cobain... not telling you what i did... errr... actually i've forgotten all about it ahz... wakkakakaka...

*stretch my hands up to the ceiling*

i miss my schooooooldaaaays... i miss softball games... i miss npcc, found 'love' in npcc room... i miss school camps... i miss speech days, national days, teacher's days, sports days and valentine's days... i miss hanging out at queensway shopping centre or block 165 with my gfs... and i miss my art teacher, miss kan... she's the best teacher i ever had... she made me stronger and squeezed out my creative juice every art's lesson...

: tia saul owen :

2005-12-07T16:33:00.000+08:00

| mood: cheery | listening to: fix you - coldplay |

counting the days to a well-deserved and most long awaited holidays since bangkok and pahang trip... lucky sia, the girls never bargain and choose Batam for our super-budget-holiday-package-but-shopping-haven... *big smiles* if things goes well how i want it to be... (hoping and wishing) i think i can find some time and *authority mode* drag all of them to visit my fren who's working across causeway, errr wait.. we are heading m'sia right??.. should have time ahz.. its not as if we are going penang or kelantan right??...

orait, i'll be going for my run later to lose more weight or at least maintain... want to look good in dat green dress (few more inches to go and it would be prefect!) when i'm at bintan... *feeling hawaii arashi* on monday, i bought 2 bottles of evening primose oil while shopping with mimi... as i needed Vit E for my skin and old age is catching up liao... must love myself first before others..

i read abt Kat-tun vs Arashi article... hmmmm love them both... but definitely i'll go for Arashi... becos i love every one of them... Ohno, Aiba, Jun, Nino and Sho.... But whereas for Kat-tun... i'm only in favor with Junnosuke Taguchi, no more no more Kame as i have disowned him... hehehhe... well, his least favorite thing is Mommy!! So that's explain why... *a dissapppointed mommy*

Fix You - Coldplay
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

: tia :

2005-12-07T11:18:00.000+08:00

| mood: stilPasrah | listening to: hampa - hetty & rem |

Hampa - Hetty & Rem
Terpadam nyalanya asmara
Yang pernah dulu hangat
Dan membara di antara kita
Masihkah ada sisa cinta untuk ku sandar
Sebuah harapan kembali bersama

Ikatan percintaan kita
Terputus jua diuji masa
Haruskah kita membiarkan saja
Ianya berlalu langsung pudar dari jiwa

Bercucuran airmataku
Bila ku mengenangkan
Mahligai cinta kita
Kini terkubur hampa

Prahara yang melanda
Memisahkan kita

Prahara yang melanda
Menghancurkan semua

Bagai begitu rapuhnya terbina
Ranap sebuah impian bahagia

Ikatan percintaan kita
Terputus jua diuji masa
Haruskah kita membiarkan saja
Ianya berlalu langsung pudar dari jiwa

Bercucuran airmataku
Bila ku mengenangkan
Mahligai cinta kita
Kini terkubur hampa

Prahara yang melanda
Memisahkan kita

Prahara yang melanda
Menghancurkan semua

Bagai begitu rapuhnya terbina
Ranap sebuah impian bahagia

Irama yang sendu dan sayu
Kini berlaku di hati nan pilu
Umpamanya merayu
Terpadam nyalanya asmara
Yang pernah dulu
Hangat dan membara

kini hancur hampa

:: mimiallysa ::

2005-12-06T12:31:00.000+08:00

| mood: pasrah&binggit | listening to : stickwitu - pcd |

remembering my class mates, after few years
my eyes were filled with tears
everyone now is busy a lot
no one escaped destiny's plot

saw the girl whom once i thought as my best friend
oops! today she is somebody else's girl friend
after months, remembered about her for a little while
heard she is happy that made me smile

project reviews to campus interviews
nicknames to last bench games
cultural rehearsals to love proposals
short term crushes to class room blushes

everything is fresh in our mind
wish life could just rewind
let's laugh, play and rejoice
once again become college guys

chatting and laughing, we all were in elation
till the painful moment of separation
when it was time to part
we returned with a heavy heart

today life is full of commitments
and too many worries
but those cherished moments
will live forever in our memories!!

:: mimiallysa ::

2005-12-06T09:53:00.000+08:00

| mood: 85% cynic | listening to: beautiful soul - jesse |

Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul
[Chorus] I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You beautiful soul, yeah

"Love is like a butterfly.
the more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
but if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.

Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
so take your time and choose the the best."

thank you mimi... and thank you bobo...
we have the right to choose init??
*big hugs*

thank you kel...
yeah man, i'm gonna be rich so i dont need love huh...
*eyes roll up*

: tia :

2005-12-02T10:03:00.000+08:00

| mood: blushing | listening to : yequ - jay zhou |

happiness comes in mysterious ways
how true.... *wink at wir*

i'm very happy last night... too happy to sleep... too happy to eat... too happy to be unwell...

i dont want to go home just yet... cos i wont know when will i ever get this chance again? *pray inside my heart*

his smiles... that same smile... made my knees weak 8 years ago... we had our one on one dinner for the 1st time in history of our frenship and i hope this is not the one and only =p ... we promised to have sushi together one day... so i'll just wait for his call... ((mak engkao... musshyy2 sia))

Great Love (Adoration) Hath No Man... *peace*

: tia :

2005-12-01T09:47:00.000+08:00

| mood: sleepy | listening to : all abt us - tatu |

:: mimiallysa ::

2005-11-30T17:20:00.000+08:00

Ladies,
For your info. Mango @ Isetan Orchard will be having a BIG SALE on 15 December 2005 (Thursday).
Happy Shopping!!

OUR COMMENTS
mimi : ranap!!!

tia : *tutup muka* i tak tahu ahz... *tutup2 kepala* criter pasal apa ahz?? ada taman mango ehz?? *bite lips*

mimi : a'ah seh besar besaran... ranap ah... kocek berlubang... sudah menjadik fesyen TERkini.. eh sila lah...

tia : i takut ahz... i takuuuuuuuutt... takut sangaattt.... oh
tidaaaak!! mesti ada beribu2 mango... how?? *geleng2 kepala*

2005-11-30T12:29:00.000+08:00

| mood: flirty | listening to : humming to innocent eyes |

*bite myself*

Innocent Eyes by Delta Goodrem
Do you remember when you where 7?
And the only thing that you wanted to do
Was show your mum that you could play the piano
Ten years have passed
And the one thing that lasts
Is that same old song that we played
along and made my mumma cry
I miss those days and I miss those ways
When I got lost in fantasies
In a cartoon land of mysteries
In a place you won't grow old in a
place you won't feel cold and I'll sing

(chorus)
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Seems I'm lost in my reflection
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Find a star for my direction
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
For the little girl inside who won't just hide
Don't let me see mistakes and lies
Let me keep my faith and innocent eyes
My innocent eyes

Do you remember when you were 15?
And the kids at school called you a fool
cos you took the chance to dream
In the time that's past and the one thing that lasts
Is that same old song that we played
along and made my daddy cry
I miss those days and I miss those ways
When I got lost in fantasies
In a cartoon land of mysteries
In a place you won't grow old in a
place you wont feel cold and I'll sing

(chorus)

Under my feeling under my skin
Under the thoughts from within
Learning the subtext
Of the mind
See creation how where defined

(chorus)

---------------------------------

counting the days... tomorrow is december liao... hehehe... after
december bonus... i'll go holiday sakan... both trips to bintan 3D2N and KL 4D3N already being booked and paid! hehehe... bangkok 4D3N trip postpone to a later date... it's expensive ahz during these super peak periods ='( i'm missing chartuchak market very badly ahz... cant believe i'm not going there next month... errrghhh...

now must make myself happy... forget the bangkok trip okay...
*thinking* hmmm to bintan, i'll carry this huge LV bag... its my 28th birthday pressie from my generous cousin, aryn and her bf, martin... its my first most expensive birthday gift ever had... i loooike... *hugs kak aryn*

as for the KL trip, i'll carry my new hiking backpack to stuff all my shopping items... petaling street here we, 6 jahanam, come... i think i'm looking forward for this trip... we are planning to take a dip at sunway lagoon and soak up the sun... being a sunway lagoon virgin and sun-freak (must not forget my sunblock!)... i cant wait... wooohoooo.... raaashidaaah asmawiiii.... thank you many2 for organising the trip and have to layan their karenah2... love you many2 too... cannot imagine sia there'll be 3 geminis (rosa, ahmad and me) in dat apartment... be afraid... be very afraid... buwahahahahahaha....

ika too will have a long x'mas holiday... its all because her boss is an ang moh... gerek seh... i bet she's looking forward having the room to herself... hehehe...

hmmm i'm not coming for dragon boat training this weekend... *cover face*... i need to collect my new passport ahz... i always look kejong everytime i need to take passport photo sia... and i just realised that i have a puffy cheeks ahz.... *pinch cheeks*... puffy...

: tia :

2005-11-28T13:42:00.000+08:00

| mood: exhausted | listening to: nocturne - jay zhou |

23rd River Regatta is finally over... *phew* and here is our results... personally we are almost there... but we have to train harder just like our Orang Tua...
Our Orang Tua did us proud and a great example of team commitment, dedication and spirit...

A round of applause to our VETERAN TEAM... clap3x
This year HDB Veteran are CHAMPION finals!!!! CONGRATULATION!!!!!!
Our final timing is 1.42.71

A round of applause to our LADIES TEAM... clap3x
You are all CHAMPION in my book... POWER!!!!!!!
Our final timing is 2.01.02 (4th placing -finals)
Fastest final timing is 1.54.26

A round of applause to our both MEN TEAMS... clap3x
Heat timing for team "A" & "B" are 1.55.60 & 1.46.59
Heat fastest timing is 1.41.40

A round of applause to our both 20 CREW MEN TEAM... clap3x
Our heat timing is 1.31.72
Heat fastest timing is 1.23.20

A round of applause to our both MIXED TEAM... clap3x
Both our heats are in the 3rd placing.
Heat fastest timing for team "A" & "B" are 1.58.05 & 1.57.47

[azlan - asst convenor]
We, Club HDB Dragon Boat Team Excomembers, would like to extend our warmest appreciation and congratulations to all our club rowers for your commitment, determination and team spirit. This was clearly visible during the River Regatta race. We acknowledge your sacrifice that you have given to the team in term of your time and energy. We thank you from the bottom of our hearts.

In appreciation, we will be organizing a small "makan" cum debrief gathering on 09/12/2005 7.00pm Friday at Oscar, Nexus. All club rowers are invited to the "makan" cum debrief gathering. Lets come together as a team and celebrate our well deserve efforts. So circle on your calendar and make a date with us on 9th December 7.00pm.

: tia :

2005-11-25T09:47:00.000+08:00

| mood : chillin' | listening to : stickwitu - pcd |

thank you kiken for this lovely song...
*sings* you know how to appreciate me...
i must stick with you... *giggle like mariah carey*... baby...

club hdb dragons.. have a great rowing this weekend!!
insyaAllah kalao ada rezeki and good luck on us...
we will achieved what we worked hard for... gambatte!!

[Stickwitu - The Pussycat Dolls]
(brigde)
I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

(chorus)
Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

bridge & chorus

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

chorus 2x

: tia :

2005-11-24T11:06:00.000+08:00

| mood : dreamy | listening : love just is - hillary duff |

we had dinner at sakae sushi harbour front... surprisingly, the 3 of us ate very little that i have to keep on prompting them to eat more... feeling irritated already... tak boleh angkat sha then imitated me "ehz makan lah... makaaaann... makan lah lagik..." but poor me half way the meal... i already started to scratch myself like a monkey... hmmm slipped my mind ahz that i'm allergic to seafood... gegege.. oooohhhh i love my salmon sashimi... it really melts in your mouth... oiiishhiiiiii...

earlier on... sha met me at toa payoh after work... we headed to
chinatown, people's park complex/centre (ntahlah!) and scout ard for hotel rooms or service apartment for our KL (@ bukit bintang) trip next month... hope to hear good news today!! *cross fingers* there's one with a very good price and all but stupid sia have to pay extra for the compulsary new year eve's dinner ... errghhh... we came acrossed this shope attended by an ah pek kepala sengget.... huwargahahhahahhaha... we dont know whether if he has anymore feelings or drive to work there.... maybe because we asked for KL lah not some Europe countries or trip to Japan... wakakkakaka... "$100 can? radius hotel?"... one question one answer... we cant expect more details from him sia... maybe he's shy ahz... hahhahahhaha.... sha then asked me..."$100 for radius hotel only or with transport??" she looked a bit pissed but confused but felt empathy for that uncle but lost but tickled... wakkakakakaka... he really made our day sia...

: tia :

ps. mimi, get well soon k... *hugs* everything gonna be alright...
tabah k...

2005-11-23T17:00:00.000+08:00

| mood : nervous | listening to : my love - westlife |

[Azlan - Asst Convenor]
Hi my bro & sis rowers

Pls be inform that there will be a briefing for all club rowers on the eve of the upcoming 23rd River Regatta Race 2005.

Agenda:
- Announcement for the final seating position of all rowers
- Distributing of race attire.
- Final instruction/information for the regatta race.
- AOB

Date of briefing : 25th November 2005 (Friday)
Time of briefing : 6.30pm to 8.00pm
Venue of briefing : Nexus, Ivy & Iris Rooms

All club rowers who are participating in the 23rd River Regatta Race 2005, pls attend the briefing.
Attendance is compulsory.

------------

I've just received the confirmation from the Civil Service Club
officer-in-charge of the Inter Public service Dragon boat Race for the 23rd River Regatta Race 2005, our Men Veteran team & Ladies team are scheduled to race in the Final on Sunday 27th November 2005.

Thats two final for HDB.
Lets together we maintain our focus and give our atmost effort. See you all tommorrow at the training.

Cheers

deep down, i feel nervous ahz... we are against the mighty ladies team from the Police (Atan punyer geng), MINDEF and SCDF (most of them are national rowers.. i heard) but then again those are just names... they are humans too... but they trained harder and more frequent than us... but we will give them a tough fight ahz... ceh wah... thats the spirit man... we can do it...

our captain, abg zakir told me to have confidence in myself, and JUST DO IT confidently... 'learn the timing cos that is what you are doing when you row'.... NEVER give up and Focus... *close eyes and visualize the race* 10 hard pull... 30 short burst.... long hard pull all the way to recover and pick up using our lats and almost to the finishing line... get ready to charge... 3 2 1... chaaaarrgggeeeee...

: tia :

2005-11-23T14:54:00.000+08:00

| mood : goooood | listening to : hitam manisan - olan |

sara... this is for you...

[Hitam Manisan - Olan]
Jika kalao ku tahu diri ku hanya sandaran mu
Tak kan ku curahkan segala cinta padamu
mengapa sejak dahulu... kau tak berterus terang
bahawa aku hanyalah tmpt persinggahan mu...

sudah menjadi lumrah ader insan lupa daratan
waktu kau kesusahan... aku tmpt lah kau mengadu
tapi apabila kau senang...mudahnya kau berubah hati
kau bersuka ria dgn org yg lain

waktu susah kau carik aku
waktu senang engkao tinggalkan aku
begitu sikap mu tidak tahu kenang budi

waktu duka akulah teman
waktu perlu akulah kekasih mu
tetapi selepas itu .....kau kianati
apa gunanya dikenang2...
pada org tak menghargai...
segala pengorbanan ku
akhirnya aku terluka

aku hanya bersabar..sambil dlm hatiku bertanya
bahagia kah engkao membiarkan aku terkilan rasa
sesungguhnya dirimu adalah...manusia yg lupa daratan
dgn mudah kao memungkiri segala janji mu...

*interlude*

waktu susah kau carik aku
waktu senang engkao tinggalkan aku
begitu sikap mu tidak tahu kenang budi

waktu duka akulah teman
waktu perlu akulah kekasih mu
tetapi selepas itu....kau kianati
apa gunanya dikenang2...
pada org tak menghargai...
segala pengorbanan ku
akhirnya aku terluka

aku hanya bersabar..sambil dlm hatiku bertanya
bahagia kah engkao membiarkan aku terkilan rasa
sesungguhnya dirimu adalah...manusia yg lupa daratan
dgn mudah kao memungkiri segala janji mu..."

o yesh...
jgn lupa its my fabret song too =)

:: mimiallysa ::

2005-11-23T12:48:00.000+08:00

| mood: 'intoxicated' | listening to : perfect man - shinwa |

oh dont get me wrong here....

i'm under the influence of rexodon... hehehee... been drinking it every morning for two weeks... well, i'm protecting myself against colds or other infections... regatta race coming soon, this weekend sia... and i cant afford to fall sick... and my poor nose has turned flexible and soft... maybe it can even perform acrobatic act sia... wakakaka...

oh yes... my poor knee... WHOA dah tak hansem sia... *speaking like an amigos* and its very very very painful... gua manja apa... hehehe...

i've told the ladies in my team the truth... they were appalled by the news that they 'cursed and swore'... not to me of course... thats what i called team spirit... hahaha.. frankly i had a great time rowing as the anchor man with michelle... 101% satisfaction esp when we managed to overtake at our final charge and win the race against the mixed boat.. boy they looked pissed.. wakakakakaa... most of us were in a good mood and we started to talk like yoda the man... wakakakakaka... AIM THE CRANE... nonono... THE CRANE AIM!... CRANE THE AIM... THE CRANE AIM... betul2 nyer LE! legong...

i had a surprise proposal as business partners.... hmmm i need to think abt it first ahz... alot of risk involved tul tak?? *stretch* i hope i'll get my desired and well-deserved holiday next month... *cross fingers* sha... i know its been on you girl... i hope all the hard work will be paid off yah... *hugs*...

: tia :

2005-11-22T10:05:00.000+08:00

| mood : love-ly | listening to : nocturne - jay zhou |

whoa dah lama tak update blog seh... okay what happened last week ahz??....

- aniq's first birthday on 19th Nov 2005 held at aloha loyang, pasir ris bungalow... our future hearthrob!

- 18th Nov 2005, happie birthday oka-chan!! may you always be nice, humble, funny, full of great surprises and kakoii always... love you and domo arigato gozaimas...

- i caught harry potter and the goblet of fire... not bad ahz...
- i had a stupid fall... wakakaka... ini semua gara2 si dektu... ish!
- ika's working fulltime now... congrats ahz... no more school holidays for you ahz... hehehe...

- i'm surrounded by lovely toddlers... oohhh they are so kawaii... top of the table is Dini! i even name my care bear after her... dini dini dini...

- currently reading a book 32AA by michelle cunnah... courtesy of rosa(what an ionic bonding bastard!! hahaha...)
- i downloaded three $0.99 games from The Newpaper... and me got HOOKED to it!! testukete...

- speaking of 'tetsukete'!... i discovered new cartoon on every
saturday.. Hi Hi Puffy Amiyumi... kawaii!... fyi, Ami is Teru Glay's wife...
- i redecorated my workstation with my PEZ collections... love it!!

- mimi and me berjalan raya to our frens' homes separately ahz...
hehehehe..

okay thats it for today... dlm badan banyak vitamin M ahz... malas... hehehe...

: tia :

2005-10-28T15:02:00.000+08:00

| mood : groggy | listening to : saikai story - gackt |

i'm having a running nose, sore throat and aching limbs and joints... *aaaaccchhhooooo* caught in the heavy rain last evening... stranded at jelita cold storage, bought a cup of hot whipped potato and a bottle of chestnut drink from 7 Eleven... hmmmm, so romantic u know accompanied by few cold and drenched foreign workers who were seeking shelter... wakakakaka... *aaacchhooooo* hope to get better as hari raya is only next week... errghhh... so many things need to be done... just received a memo that on 2nd day of Raya... need to be at bedok reservoir at 2.30pm for a 'full dress rehearsal'... whateverlah...

Rehearsal on 4 Nov 05
Important guest : Perm secy, ENV
Attire : New Balance 365
The schedule is below:
2.30pm : Assemble at Bedok Reservior
3.00pm : Boat in the water
4.00pm : Full dress rehearsal

Launch on 5 Nov 05
VIPs: RAdm Teo Chee Hean, BG Yeo and Minister(ND) Mah Bow Tan.
GOH: PM Lee
Pl be there on time. Here's the timing:
Attire : New Balance 365
7.30am : Assemble at Bedok Reservior
8.30am : Boat in the water
9.00am : Launch

:: tia ::

2005-10-26T15:43:00.000+08:00

| mood : crumpy | listening to : saikai story - gackt |

A faint light calls me awake
The memory of a transient dream and a vanishing voice

Projecting that scene of the commotion
Of a receding past that's now lost

Nearby smiling... You are here

Yes... I completely remember it as if it were yesterday
That look that touched me more deeply than anyone else

And the pleasure of shared things
And that encounter that was like a miracle...
And only our image is deserted and disappearing

Inside of the fading memory
I want to hold you just one more time
Nearly painfully, I continue to shout your name
Until my voice is lost

You're hanging your head and trembling
I want to hold you in my arms
Because more than anyone else in this world
I realized I wanted to protect you

In a little while longer I'll disappear but...
Still I never want to let you go
Nearly painfully, I won't forget the days
That I enveloped you

i strongly recommend to listen to this track, Saikai Story by Gackt, written by him... very the emotionally charged... very classy... very dramatic... though at first, i didnt understand what was Gackt was singing... i still can feel his anguish... feeling helpless... but influenced...in his emotions when he sing... hmmm.. very hard to express ahz in words... have to feel it with your heart... but Whooooaaa i love his strong garang voice sia... *clench fist* so geram...

:: tia ::

2005-10-25T17:37:00.000+08:00

| mood : silly | listening to : saikai story - gackt |

my ultimate mocha frap... kakkoii...

[311 - Love Song]
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away

:: tia ::

2005-10-24T10:56:00.000+08:00

|mood : sweet | listening to : stairways to heaven ost |

The upcoming River Regatta - Public Service Dragon Boat Race 2005, we will be participating in 5 events...

Public Service (Open) 20-Crew Dragon Boat : 1 team
Public Service (Men) 10-Crew Dragon Boat : 2 teams
Public Service (Women) 10-Crew Dragon Boat : 1 team
Public Service (Men Senior 40 Yrs & above) 10-Crew Dragon Boat : 1 team
Public Service (Mixed) 10-Crew Dragon Boat : 2 teams

gambatte team club hdb! lets train hard and win this one!

++++++++++++++

Club HDB Dragon Boat Team have been invited to row in the PM Lee's
event to form part of the dragon boat escort for his launch of Clean and Green Week at Bedok Reservoir.

Dates of event : 5 November 2005
Times : 7.00 am
Place : Bedok Reservoir

whoaaaa... pukul berapa mau bangun and pukul berapa mau keluar rumah??

++++++++++++++

over the weekend, went to hari raya bazaar at geylang after zohor with mommy and ika... let me summarise everything... hot day, berbotol2 kueh raya, baju kurungs... pink for ika, brown for me, vcds, cushion covers, curtains, bedsheets and a table full of foods for iftar... char kway fish ichiban!

hey you, yes you... lets go cycling after my race k... then we go
suntanning and share a bowl of ice kacang k... hehehe... good news for me, i lost 3 kgs! whooaaaaaa.... *wink @ mimi*

:: tia ::

2005-10-20T12:42:00.000+08:00

| mood : charmed | listening to : blaze away - trax |

[qoute for the day - maman]
an accumulated annoyance will lead to a great grievances...

what a coincidence... thank you sha and rosa for your feedbacks... i've kicked her out last night. period... 'bak kata jaja - tak guna punyer orang!' more like bagaikan kacang lupakan kulit... wah seh, felt good after that sia... my not so last words for her?... hmmm, go away and *teeet* or find your own friends...

*change topic* after buka, we hit the gym... mimi and me had a great workout yesterday... thank you abang2... hehehehe... we must be competition fit for regatta... if not, we wont have a seat in the boat... i heard more ladies joining our team... so die2 must do it... must chope a seat for ourselves... hey.. hey.. i've bought an oatmeal for myself and that is to replace my usual meals... only then can achieve the lean and mean girls look... wakakakaa...

*pause* i wonder how is my kakkoi muse @ tomoya nagase lookalike are doing right now?? few weeks ago, when i found out that he's a keen environmentalist... ika quickly suggested to me to hug a tree sia... wahkrak!

:: tia ::

LATEST : It was announced by the Malaysian government that the wife of Prime Minister Datuk Ahmad Badawi, Datin Endon passed away this morning after succumbing to breast cancer.

2005-10-19T12:53:00.000+08:00

| mood : relaxed | listening to : kiss of life - ken hirai |

"that's the smile"... chengjun oppa

finally the wait is over.... will be embracing a new leash of life
fully without hesitation... steadylah... muehehehhee...

gym workout today, saturday rowing... this is to prepare ourselves for upcoming river regatta race in nov... aiyoh... everyday, everyone was talking abt that regatta race.... *close eyes* i still can remember last year's race... adrenaline rush... nerve wrecking sia... and kanchiong spider... *eyes roll up*

personally, our weekly training its not enough...guess what? on monday, i've bought 2 pink dumb bells... hehehe... cos its cheap and gooooood... hey, i dig cheap stuffs too you know... but sometimes they are so salah purchases... nevermind... next time dont even bother to give them a second look okay... hehehe...

:: tia ::

2005-10-17T18:16:00.000+08:00

| mood : *banzai* | listening to : asterisk - orange range |

last friday, i bought this (((expensive))) sleeveless top from that shop(read : strictly for beautiful people! hehehe)... previously, i tot of getting the one with Japan across the chest... but decided to get this instead.... personally i love the pink and it's dragon boat... and it's the last piece for EXTRA SMALL!

below pic, my personal grey owl paddle... sendirian berhad... hehehe...

guess what, no more morning trgs... changed to afternoon sia... tak best seh cannot see my kakkoi muse... and no more hanging out at the boat house cos we have to load our own boats from the nursery... lagik worst sia... CANNOT see my kakkoi muse... sianz ah! later i might be going to Daiso to get 2 dumb-bells or bricks... *wink at mimi* ((((GANBATTE!!!))))

Go to this site & enter your name in the box & hit the Sloganize button. Dont cheat, keep the one they give you.
http://www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi

mine is ABSOLUT TIA. Have fun!

:: tia ::

2005-10-13T09:26:00.000+08:00

| mood : *funny* | listening to : shanghai honey -orange range |

i smell funny today... i think funny today... i look funny today... *screaming inside*...

yong jun oppa...

[perfect - simple plan]
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

[email from musxtakim]
hello
we will be playing 2 hours of gamelan in the botanical gardens. bring friends, children, cats and dogs, picnic, and enjoy nature and music...
cheers

Event : Concert: NUS Singa Nglaras Gamelan Ensemble
Date : 16 Oct
Time : 5 pm - 7 pm
Venue : Shaw Foundation Symphony Stage
Contact : Visitor Services (6471 7361)

Content : With a strong and melodies repertoire, the NUS Singa Ngalaras Gamelan Ensemble is returning once again to the Botanic Gardens. Promising a more exciting programme this year, the ensemble will bring you through an evening of fascinating Javanese gamelan music with all its intricacy.

:: tia ::

p.s. today mimi's on course.... happy learning!!!

2005-10-12T12:30:00.000+08:00

| mood : sorry | listening to : monday morning 5.19 - rialto |

my dear fren, sorry for being harsh and i made u surprised with my words... but you should have see it coming... sorry i cant keep or make any pact or promises with you...

[pieces - sum41]
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

[reported by asst convenor, azlan]
According to newspaper reports, Penang have an outbreak of dengue cases. As of 10/10/2005 report in the Berita Harian, there are about 200 cases. Therefore Club HDB Dragon Boat Team will not the participating in the Penang Race this coming December 05. The trip has been cancelled because there is a possibility that any one of our rowers might be infected by the dengue virus while we are there. Its better to be safe than sorry.
yay (so fake!)... so can save more money for kinabalu trip... *pinch my tummy* whoa! alot need to be done... *tot of villa wellness*

:: tia::

2005-10-11T16:25:00.000+08:00

| mood : still chatty | listening to : only once - yellowcard |

me would like to thank kiken for the wonderful song....*bear hugs*

here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one...
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one...

plus funky greeting card texts... and here are my favorites....

As the days go by, I think how lucky I am....
That you're not here to ruin it for me .

You are such a good friend. If we were on a sinking ship and there was only one life jacket...
- I'd miss you terribly and think of you often .

Looking back over the years that we have been together, I can't help but wonder.....
What the hell was I thinking?

Congratulations on your wedding day!...
Too bad no one likes your husband.

Congrats on getting married...
It's not everyday you decide to ruin your life.

We have been friends for a very long time...
What do you say we stop?

:: tia::

2005-10-11T10:50:00.000+08:00

| mood: chatty | listening to: romance - arashi |

Shut Up!!
Say nice things and learn to listen.
With two ears and one mouth..
it's meant for us to do twice as much listening as talking.
"He who guards his lips guards his soul."

yeah, i need to control myself... i cant stop talking sia...
y'dae i made comments abt the team... *yikes*
oh please dont kill me cos i spoke my mind... at least
i cakap depan2... and everyone as my witness... hehehe...

i also need to control myself from talking abt him
to myself... as people might notice... wakakakkakaka
but he is so super kakkoii at bedok reservoir last
saturday... sesungguhnyer saya berpuasa...
his team mates are so lucky to have a kakkoii captain!
.... minus ten points....

:: tia ::

p.s. mimi, get well soon... take good care of yourself...

2005-10-06T11:45:00.000+08:00

| mood : daze | listening to : rain - arashi |

tia's

Your Japanese Name Is...

Shika Kato

What's your Japanese Name?

mimi's

Your Japanese Name Is...

Riku Kawashi

What's your Japanese Name?

i'm on course today and tommorow... saturday need to be at bedok reservoir carpark at 9am... ish pukul berapa mau bangun?? ada chance after sahur tak tido ahz... i'm still under the weather seh... had a terrible migrane yesterday... maybe due to lack of rest... when can i really rest ahz... after SAVA Sprint, we have to continue our trgs throughout ramadhan on every saturday's afternoon for river regatta in november... *look up* oh shit...i'm lost... need to concentrate... *aahhhcoooooo*

:: tia ::

2005-10-04T16:02:00.000+08:00

| mood : body&joints aching | listening to : beautiful soul - jesse mcCcartney |

first and foremost, selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan to all muslims...

* * * * * * *

HAD MIXED TEAM

[ HAD Team Captain, Mens & Mixed Team Right Rower - Leslie]
Hi all...
Sat came and went... everything went well except for one minor
hiccups....men's final.. i'll come to that later....

Ladies!!! Well Done!!! Considering half of you are all new rowers and we didn't train together till the last 2 training... it was a good effort and I know everyone appreciates the effort, sweat, muscle aches, butt pains you all had endured! Let's hope you gals will continue in this sport in time to come when we set up our own HAD Dragon Club.

Mens!!!.. oh well.... things have to happen again.... I thought after the restarts of some of the heats (that didn't involved us directly) we're not gonna be jinxed as the bad luck had went to other depts.... we come in first for both first...along the way we again got the best timing... all went well till..... sigh.... someone had to cock up the starting again.... But I HAVE THIS TO SAY, there's no way they gonna beat us if all had started together... when in the final with us.. the rest are so eager to beat us that they'll do anything to have a better start than us... that's to start half length ahead of us, to start before the horn sound, etc etc.... That's what BQD's manager told me... the only satisfaction they had was to beat us in the men's final.... at least we know we're the one that everyone is worried about.... there's no point for me to voice out for false start or whatsoever... we'd done our best but as always somethings just have to stand in our way.... No worries... we'll be back!

Mixed!!! Yeh!!! what else can I say... You are the winner..... Everyone can see that we're the one team that keeps on using the same rowers in both events... with not much rest in between, no replacement rowers... yet we can still do it.... that show's them what we are really about.... WINNERS!!

So you all know by now I was told that we may setup a dragon boat club for HAD.... that being said... i'll definately ask for $$$ to outfit the new club.... those personal paddles with carrying bags looks cool rite?? haha... everything gonna comes in... when training it's no pain no gain.. for this... no $$$ no club.....

There's much to say but i'm a bit lost of words now... (actually still bit sore over the men's final....)... but I still have to add this... YUSOFF!!! you're the man.... look what you'd done for DPD, if only our dept can support us like how they got theirs.... we would have got the big one this time.... we'll work something out for next year.... and Rashid.... without you I think we might be one of those U-turn boats with the professional coxwain they provide.... Johnson... still the front man as alway.... our backend engines.... they wanted us to go for urine test just to see what you guys took.... Mr Liew.... all rounder.... rowing, transport, water, bananas, paddles.... thanx!... Azlan.. no hard feelings n i know it's diff for you being the asst convenor and me being difficult with some things... and all the ladies.... clap clap clap... well done....

so... as much as i want to say it's personal satisfaction for this
year's race.... I also have to add this in.... HADragons!!!! ALL the best next year!!!

Cheers!!
Leslie

HAD MENS TEAM (tia with her sliding down drum)

[Mens & Mixed Team Left Rower - Johnson]
Leslie buddy, it is a great honour propelling at the front, alongside with you!

To all HAD dracos: Winning isn't everything. Most importantly,
friendships are found and personal perseverance was enhanced,
irregardless of the results. There were talk of HAD dragonboat team forming up so I am sure we will cross path again very soon. This is not the end, partners! Till then, remember to stay fit as more torturous training coming from Yusoff very soon! I can't wait... Hahaha!! Heeee¦.HAR!!

Best Regards
Johnson

TIA & MIMI

[Ladies & Mixed Team Right Rower - Mimi]
WE ARE THE CHAMPION.....
HADragons hope to see the same group of rowers again next year....!!!!
Leslie - these time we shd put our best outfit to show our team
spirits... WE ARE THE BEST....
"I can accept failure. Everyone fails at something.
But i can't accept not trying." -- Michael Jordan

CLUB HDB DRAGON BOAT FAMILY

[Ladies & Mixed Team Right Rower - Tia]
Jgn kira dol.... WE ARE WINNERS!!!
Best Timing for Mixed and Men Team...
Congrats HAD... now looking forward to SAVA Sprints, this weekend...
me now having aching body and joints... down with fever sia...
overworked, i think... gua manja gerl ahz...

:: tia ::

2005-09-30T11:47:00.000+08:00

| mood : body-aching | listening to : hey jimmy - HAV |

Bedok Reservoir
Saturday, 1st October 2005
Time: 2.00 pm - 5.00 pm

After 1 month of (some) blood, (some) tears and (a lot of) sweat
The Dragons will be let loose....
Come and Catch the Clash of Dragons this Saturday
If you dare....... hiak hiak hiak....

[From HAD Team Captain - Leslie]
I would like to personally thanx all those who had come for the
training and racing this Sat.... esp the new ladies rowers (and Mr Liew of course)... welcome to this new n trendy sport (hey, Straits Times did mention it's a new sport for the Beautiful People... that's us...!) So ladies... no pressure... just try your best and enjoy the row...

As for the Men's and Mixed.... there's some unsettled scores we need to address... as much as I admit that this is a inter dept game, but I'm sure you guys know by now what I'm talking about.... personally I'm rowing for this boat, for all the rowers who had put in all the efforts and sweats.. let's go out with a bang for this year!

POINTS TO TAKE NOTE
1. Hera's sms... "just remember this golden phrase.... WHAT DOES NOT KILL YOU, MAKES YOU STRONGER"...

2. Time : 8.55am - Ayu is now in the delivery suite at NUH...

3. That Ngee Ann fella is so bloody Kakkoi! He's like a dream sia... Tall Dark and Handsome! cant wait to see him again next saturday... SAVA SPRINT @ Bedok Reservoir... WOOOHOOOOO!!!!...

*sings*
It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel...

4. 29 Sep 2005 - the launch of Club HDB baby dragons...

5. Fasting month akan datang... yay... can shed some kilos and fit into a figure hugging kebaya... yeah right... more like want a nice bod for PSIG iver regatta race after raya... hehehehe...

6. Khairul Anwar WON Anugerah last nite... managed to catch a bit sia...semalam was our last dept training... damn shiong sia...

:: tia dahlia ::

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Congrats to Khairul Anwar N oso to my idol Syed Azmir ....
he's such a great performer to me...?? Keep it up, ur not bad
afterall...

To my team.... guys see ya all tomorrow... we gave the best okies... hehehehe after these can join abg yusoff in his "german team".

To my sweet ladies, PADDLES UP... hey doesnt mean tt gals ar weak, we got to b aggresive ya... *wink* "she-man"

To my club rowers, hey u all, kita jumpa ah di akhir garisan..
hehehehehe...

nie lah our baby dragon nama ia... "Arashi" means Storm in Japanese...

kiut tak...???

.:: mimiallysa ::.

2005-09-27T10:15:00.000+08:00

| mood : cheerful | listening to : adam ahmad - kau pergi jua |

Peeps, do support him k *wink*

Kau Pergi Jua

Wajahmu
Seindah serinya pelangi yang indah
Seharum mawar putih segar berkembang
Wajahmu
Mengapa sering terbayang dimataku
Sehingga terbawa didalam mimpiku

Sayangku
Tahukah kau didalam hatiku ini
Tersimpan perasaan cinta nan suci
Kau bunga
Ingin kusuntingmu menjadi milikku
Lantas kuabadikan dalam jiwaku

Sayangnya
Harapan yang selama ini kubawa
Hancur berkecai musnah jua akhirnya
Semuanya bagaikan sebuah mimpi

Kau pergi jua
Setelah cinta ku kini membara
Belum sempat kucurahkan kasihku
Kau pergi tak kembali...

:: mimi allysa ::

2005-09-20T12:46:00.000+08:00

| mood : bashful | listening to : bebot - bep |

birth was not our choice
death will not be our choice
but the way we live our life
is our choice absolutely ours
[adapted by kiken]

miss lucky, kak eida won 2 tixs to BEP concert tonite sia...
called just to inform me... ingat nak ajak gua seh... gegege...
hmmm i'm saving my money for other things ahz...
i rather go travelling ahz... as i'm no longer interested to go
concerts these days unless my kakoii johnnys were in town ahz...

finally, i got my very own backpack!!
Opsrey Ariel 60 for the ladies...
hooray hooray... hooray... hooray... hoooraaay!
*winks @ winterdale*
tawon depan, mount kinabalu ekz?... insyaAllah...
next, must replace my current passport and IC... dah rabakz!

push your limit, enjoy the challenge
[adapted by ripcurl]

today ada trg... Yaaahhhhhhoooooooooo!!! goin off soon!
and i'm gonna ask him for his name later... MAYBE!
but its a must ley... ika challenged me to go up to him...
*blush* aahhhhhh that tomoya nagase lookalike...

:: tia dahlia ::

2005-09-15T13:46:00.000+08:00

| mood: smiley | listening to: tong hua - kelvin |

Dear Kim Han and HDB Team,

The good news is that your boats have arrived and they are currently with PSA. I am hoping that the container can clear customs on Wednesday or Thursday, so please can you stand by my message as we will need manpower to unload the boats.

Regards
John
12/09/2005 11:23 AM

WOW!!! i cant stop smiling sia.... finally we have our own dragon
boats.. there are 5 boats altogether.... first we have our very own paddles... hehehehe... and now this.... WHOA!!! i'll put in more effort for training... semangat power puff girls!

The launch is for CEO, 2 DCEOs, 2 VIPS to dot the dragon eye is on 29 Sep 2005 at Oscar, Nexus. This is a milestone for our team and yes, i'll be attending the ceremony with the rest of my team mates...

:: tia dahlia ::

2005-09-14T18:06:00.000+08:00

| mood : =D | listening to : no no - raghav |

Can study continue STUDY
Can't study work at FACTORY
Cannot rely on CHARITY
Earn a little SALARY
Just enough for daily ROTI

Go work no car but MRT
Colleagues formerly are FRIENDLY
Daily treated me to KOPI
Now graduate all get CRAZY
Behind shoot me say I LAZY

Boss has no SYMPATHY
Work always must HURRY
Say I always take MC
Often ask me do OT

Midnight go back in TAXI
TAXI surcharge KILLING ME
Cause my bank account got NO MONEY
Cheque "kick" lagi kena EXTRA FEE
Coz Year 2005 in nothing FREE

Monthly pay back POSB
Earn not enough feel GUILTY
Jump from Penang Bridge and MATI
No money for funeral then BURY
Go to see God everything JADI

Hey, we are back.. hehehehe...

our team won 3rd for the Serawak Regatta Race @ Kuching on last 3-4 Sept 2005. A unique innovation was they brought the team to the start point in a powered boat which saves them from having to row 1.5 km to the start point before racing 1.5km back down again. They were also quite accomodating to allow the die-hard fans to follow the race in the safety boats.

Anyway, we were in Third Placing in an International Event and that was what matters the most. We did well. Upon to the successful race our team was rewarded wif trophy and medals. According to Convenor Dragon Boat Mr Neo Kim Han, considering this being our first time and this not being a traditional dragon boat race, we did okay. From the Ladies to the Men to that special Orang Tua group in our midst and not forgetting our die-hard fans, we did very well. For the record, this has been our best finish in an International Event ever, eclipsing the Quarter- Final berth we accomplished at the Tanjung Pinang Race. Me and Tia believe tt, if we are available on those dates sure enjoyed as much as our team does.

But next, we are looking for SAVA Sprint
International 2005 race which was on 8 & 9 October 2005... So team.... Paddlezup... Are u READY...........?????

.:: mimiallysa ::.

2005-08-25T09:42:00.000+08:00

| mood: dissapointed | listening to: simple plan - untitled |

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

.::mimiallysa::.

2005-08-24T13:12:00.000+08:00

| mood: peeved | listening to: first love - utada hikaru |

thanks to kiken for her email in the morning... checklist for kiamat?? we need basikal + motorsikal + spareparts??
now everyone's debating on kiamat, gerhana bulan and kejahilan some of us in ilmu sejarah via emails and exchanging their views...

[by mumi blackrose]
Personally for me, watever is going to happen no one will know except Allah Subhanallah Wa Taala. As a person and an Muslim, we must believe in our faith that Kiamat will be hear soon. We will all face kiamat kecil first(our death) then the Kiamat Besar. When, how, where it will happen...no one knows except Allah.
All we can do is prepare ourselves for the hereafter...berbanyakkan
taubat, istighfar, increase our amal ibadah and always think about
death...that death will come to us, anytime...anywhere...anyhow...
So, be good...to everyone, to Allah and most importantly to yrself coz u will be all by yrself when u leave this world.

minna-san, gambatte ne!

:: tia ::

2005-08-23T12:44:00.000+08:00

|mood: atama pain | listening to: i'll be your love (world expo) - yoshiki|

"forget the times of your distress,
but never forget what they taught you"
dearie, i hope u will come out stronger as a person after u across these phase of ur life... *hugs*

u can be angry with me for the rest of ur life... but i cant forever live in denial and pretend nothing happened... she is my fren... you whom i see as someone matured and a HERO should be able to understand this... try to put urself in her shoes and fit in...

he was in local newpaper yesterday seh...
but for the wrong reason seh... siak betol...
hmmm guys, he was a 'minor' then seh... hehehe...
yuka... anata bakabakashi!

NEXT NEXT PAGE...
my prince, mark westlife is gay... great!
i'm really happy for him... love ya...
now we know why mark didnt look at our way
when westlife was in singapore... sheesh...

:: tia ::

2005-08-19T17:02:00.000+08:00

| mood: superFuLL | listening to : love song - 311 |

i had ayam penyet for lunch today....
thank you didi and inaa! sambal belacan dia power seh....

[Aku cinta padamu : I love you - Siti Nurhaliza] - translated by HAS
Andaiku curah rasa hati : If only I conveyed my feelings
Mungkin kini ku kan tenang di sampingmu : Maybe right now, I'll be feeling contented in your embrace
ps. dada, i dreamt of you again last night (THE press conference...hehehe)...take care of yourself and i hope u are safe... do wait for me k dada...

he's so sexy yah... gegegege...
:: tia ::

2005-08-18T13:15:00.000+08:00

| mood: boredGiler | listening to: future - kiroro |

[hollaback girl - gwen stefani]
i heard that you were talking shit
and you didn't think that I would hear it
people hear you talking like that
getting everybody fired up
so I'm ready to attack, gonna take you out
*jeling*

[stairway to heaven]

every monday and tuesday
channel u @ 10.00pm

almost 90% of korean dramas are very drama-mama...
this one.... hmmmm, definitely belongs to the 90% too.... errghhh... tetsukete!!!
i was hoping that they could show more jdrama instead
but ahz, now i wish they would show this drama every day....
aiyahz... not becos i'm into korean now... but there's nothing
to watch on tv these days... all the same reality shows...
boring ahz... *stare the monitor* even american next top model
bores me... errghhhhhh....

[tiger and dragon]

starring junichi okada and tomoya nagase (ayumi hamasaki beau)

both my okada and tomoya-kun have many great dramas...
why they didnt they want to show any sia??
channel u... channel 8 are you listening to me?...
arent you sick and tired of korean dramas??
one of the siblings must die ahz...
i can even anticipate the next line sia...
or contracted with deadly diseases ahz... etc etc... boring kan??

OHMIGOD.... I'M SUPER BORED TODAY!!!

2005-08-17T18:31:00.000+08:00

Look my darling... hehehe... cute tak...??
Hmmmm, she's bcoming more notty eva since Syahmi is ard...
kuat cemburu dgn adek dia...

.: mimiallysa :.

2005-08-17T13:25:00.000+08:00

|mood: smiley | listening to: lai lai lai - arashi |

finally, here are some of the pics... tiga jer... cos some are too disgusting to put up here ahz... hehehe
*stretch* i'm still super tired and super sick... *cough*...

thats me and ika... my back was aching badly sia thanks to bad sleeping position in the train from 9pm to 6am... kecoh amat seh...

thats xingyi at the entrance of taman negara, pahang...

too bad we only slept in the tent for one night... psst2.. i think i dengar gula2berlompat during our one night stay at the chalet...

more pics to come ahz... insyaAllah... i'm still sick sia... *cough* i miss pahang... i miss the company... yana, afiq, weiliang and of course seh xingyi... kecohrable ten year old kid never fail to keep me busy... and i feel bad ahz cos i made her cried... damn tia... i'm sucha bad baby sitter... hehehee

:: tia ::

2005-08-05T11:20:00.000+08:00

| mood: super sleepy | listening to: ironic - alanis |

happy 40th birthday singapore!

oh yes, today its my goodfren, rozita tapar's birthday...
*throw confetti*
yay! happy 28th birthday dearie!!
may all your cherished and treasured dreams come true...
we will meet up after my trip ya... love ya...

pu yao fang xing, ika and i will be back in time to catch parade @ padang!
mimi, good luck for your papers k... *hugs* take care of your health...

:: tia ::

2005-08-04T17:53:00.000+08:00

| mood: coughing badly | listening to: over - lindsay lohan |

[Everything that happens in this world, there is no obsolute good or bad.
Sometimes good things turned out to be bad things eventually,
while bad things become a gain.

Whatever good things that happen to you, enjoy it,
but dont have to hold too tight to it, treat it as a surprise in your life,

Whatever bad things that happen to you, dont have to feel too sad or despair, in the end, it might not be total bad thing after all.

If one can understand this, he or she will find life much easier...]
*take a deep breath and smile*... in life there's karmatic law... so try be good...

---------------------

p.s. yay! one more day to go.... tomorrow, 8pm must report at tanjong pagar...
i've packed 90% of my stuffs... taman negara here we come...

:: tia ::

2005-08-03T13:18:00.000+08:00

| mood: excited | listening to: run - snow patrol |

i'm counting the days to taman negara, pahang trekking trip...
torchlight?... checked! whistle?.... checked! insect repellant?....checked! ziplock bags?... checked! lighter?.... *look ard* havent buuuuyyyyyyy...

oh yes, i caught Red Candy last week at eng wah, suntec city...
the guy with big eyes and tanned skin resembles my okada...

thats bobo and setting sun at beautiful langkawi...

his finger and my ring... taken on friday after my trekking trip briefing... and that's the last day i see that ring on my finger...

last sat, i was at the treetop, macritchie... the bridge swayed sia... and there's a stuupeed china man mintak kena tendang! ish...

:: tia ::

2005-07-29T14:11:00.000+08:00

| mood: blank | listening to: beautiful disaster - kelly
clarkson |

[Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
If I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster]
p/s. dada, i know you will come for me....

i've lost 1kg of fats over the weekend...
but i think i've gain back my 1kg...
i had dinner with ila and fren at east coast 2 nites ago..
nasi ayam sambal.... hmmm, mcm nak lagik seh...
mi, lengkali kalao kita cabut trg...
we order nasi ayam sambal lagi k...
and semalam mommy cooked my favorite
sambal tahu with tiger prawns!! camner nak diet nie?

:: tia ::

2005-07-25T13:06:00.000+08:00

| mood: blank | listening to: collide - howie day |

[i'm quiet you know
you make a first impression
i've found I'm scared to know
i'm always on your mind]
.... hontoni desu ka??

i had a great weekend and enjoying great weather...
me just hang out at home, watched vcds in my room...
with my kerepek pisang and jemput2 kentang...
thanks mommy.... what a bliss...

:: tia ::

2005-07-25T13:03:00.000+08:00

Jika kalao ku tahu diri ku hanya sandaran mu
Tak kan ku curahkan segala cinta padamu
mengapa sejak dahulu... kau tak berterus terang
bahawa aku hanyalah tmpt persinggahan mu...

sudah menjadi lumrah ader insan lupa daratan
waktu kau kesusahan... aku tmpt lah kau mengadu
tapi apabila kau senang...mudahnya kau berubah hati
kau bersuka ria dgn org yg lain

waktu susah kau carik aku
waktu senang engkao tinggalkan aku
begitu sikap mu tidak tahu kenang budi

waktu duka akulah teman
waktu perlu akulah kekasih mu
tetapi selepas itu .....kau kianati
apa gunanya dikenang2...
pada org tak menghargai...
segala pengorbanan ku
akhirnya aku terluka

aku hanya bersabar..sambil dlm hatiku bertanya
bahagia kah engkao membiarkan aku terkilan rasa
sesungguhnya dirimu adalah...manusia yg lupa daratan
dgn mudah kao memungkiri segala janji mu...

Dahulu aku sering hiburkan hatimu sayang
dan mengapa balasanmu ini menyakiti hatiku....???

.:: mimiallysa ::.

2005-07-24T12:01:00.000+08:00

| mood: sneezy | listening to: absolutely nothin but the rain |

never ever say things that we dont mean from the heart... u not only hurt the other party but urself too... gomen nasai...

[howie day - collide]
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

[mimi smsed me y'dae]
mungkin jalan hidupku tertulis sebegini
meniti hari tanpa siapa disisi
makin ku dekati
makin ku disalah erti
ketulusan, keikhlasan sering disangsi

its raining cats and dogs.... mom said,"hujan orang meninggal..."

:: tia ::

2005-07-22T17:13:00.000+08:00

| mood: blur | listening to: twinkle2 - l'arc en ciel |

i want... i want to eat satay babat ahz...
i tot of buying an mp3 and get the new sony ericsson hp K750i....
maybe next month ahz... hmmm... so many bills bills bills....
*fold them into paper fans*

i also want to follow ika to japan... *grit my teeth*
joanne just returned from japan... whoa... she went boy-crazy there... instead of shopping... she was busy chasing and taking pictures with those kakoii japanese boys...i also want... i want... i waaaaaaaaaant.... *bang table* buat orang jealous jer seh!!! ish....

last last... hehehe....

i want this chocolate ahz... but i cant find it anywhere??
crazily delicious... to all good samaritans out there,
pls tag me if any of you happen to see this chocolate k...

:: tia ::

2005-07-21T17:44:00.000+08:00

| mood: stoned | listening to: ophelia - l 'arc en ciel |

we had dinner-cum-gathering to celebrate 2 cancer babies' belated
birthdays... ija and eida...

ija brought her little princess dini nur rifqa... isnt she's adorable??

<><><><><><>
On the 5th to 9th Aug 05, me and ika will be going for a pre-national day cheap2 trip to Pahang with Club HDB... where we will experience the canopy walkway... the longest hanging bridge in the world, an incredible panoramic view of Gunung Tahan (at 2,187 meters or 7,100 feet - highest peak in peninsula malaysia). aaaaaaaahhh....cant wait.... cos we will be taking kereta-api (read: car-fire) you know.... choot...chooooooooooot....

mimi, ingat tau... si tay-pen! buwahahaha...
hmmm must cut down on rice, late suppers and chocolates! OH TIDAK!

chotomate kudasai... *strike a pose*
this weekend tarra db trg... yes ahz, boleh bangun lambat...
sugoiiii ne!!

:: tia ::

2005-07-21T13:41:00.000+08:00

Many people will walk in and out of your life,
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

Everyone Needs Someone
People need people and friends need friends
And we all need love for a full life depends
Not on vast riches or great acclaim,
Not on success or on worldy fame,
But just in knowing that someone cares
And holds us close in their thoughts and prayers-
For only the knowledge that we're understood
Makes everyday living feel wonderfully good,
And we rob ourselves of life's greatest need
When we "lock up our hearts" and fail to heed
The outstretched hand reaching to find
A kindred spirit whose heart and mind
Are lonely and longing to somehow share
Our joys and sorrows and to make us aware
That life's completeness and richness depends
On the things we share with our loved ones and friends.

To a frenz of mine,
Wheva u ar now even if we ar very far apart, i pray the best for u..
Ya, true i've got to accept the changes n moved on..
May u b each other's lifetime source of hopes, inspiration and
strength..
To have, to hold and love each other till your last breathe.
Lastly, Life without Frenship is like the sky w/o the sun.

.:: mimiallysa ::.

==================================
To my team...

Take care n enjoy ya trip to Taman Negara, Pahang...
To Tia... take care of of our future inspector Atiqah...

2005-07-20T12:59:00.000+08:00

| mood: <3 | listening to: my dear - l'arc en ciel |

...anata ga suki des...
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
(Adapted from BSB's Incomplete)

today after work going down to town as i'll be having dinner with my gals... i invited mimi along too... networking baby... i feel happy that she's agreed to join us...

2005-07-18T16:25:00.000+08:00

| mood: cold & hungry | listening to: behind these hazel eyes - kelly clarkson |

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside
Cause I can't breathe
No I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Swollow me then spit me out
For hating you I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No I don't cry on the outside
ANYMORE!

my ultimate mocha... junichi okada!

i've been hearing to this song over and over and over again in my head... get OUT!!! errghh, now me in class learning powerpoint2003... boring giler sia... nak balik sekarang boleh tak?? lucky me, they have internet access... ehhehee... can update blog and changed my skin... i miss blogging ahz... mimi... i'm counting on you ahz... insyaAllah dapat new laptop ehz for ur b'day... hehehehe... cant wait for next month too... kita dapat our own paddle ahz... sticker roxy pon dah beli... orang design helmet... kita design paddle ahz.. wakakakakaka.... tak cerewet ahz... yg penting kita menang posing ahz... wakakakaa...

2005-06-08T13:46:00.000+08:00

|mood: duh! | listening to: 2 DSD - PeterPan|

2 DSD - Peter Pan

reff: ku menatap langit yang tenang
dan takkan menangisi malam
tuk tetap berdiri ku melawan hari
ku akan berarti, ku takkan mati

mungkin masaku tlah berlalu
mungkin hatiku tak berbentuk lagi
rasa ini takkan terobati
tetapi mati takkan mengobati

repeat reff

~*~*~*~*~*~

currently listening to this song over and over and over again... gawd... me and mimi was at our busiest day sia... sampai nak update blog pon tarra mood... *look at mimi*... one by one kan mendatang... macam dah jatuh ditimpa tangga pastu kena hempap dgn esbox... wakkakakaka... lets GANBATE ne... we can do it... *urut dada*...

to all of you... have a great work week...

p.s. next week, dah start TIME OFF for dragon boat trg... YEAH!!! hehehe... this time round ada Ms Scary Merry @ Semut Biru joining us... ehhehe... ((((bulu perpandu)))

2005-05-05T13:22:00.000+08:00

|mood: blank | listening to: dialah di hati - ct|

desperate housewife quiz

bo, same ahz... i'm susan too... =D

mimi, get well soon yah!... if susah sangat, tukar hidung jer.. do u want me to mintak from uncle michael?... muehehhehee...

2005-05-03T13:22:00.000+08:00

|mood: in control | singing to: janet jackson - again |

I heard from a friend today
And she said you were in town
Suddenly the memories came back to me in
My mind

Chorus:
How can I be strong I've asked myself
Time and time I've said
That I'll never fall in love with you again

A wounded heart you gave,
My soul you took away
Good intentions you had many,
I know you did
I come from a place that hurts,
God knows how I've cried
And I never want to return
Never fall again
Making love to you felt so good and
Oh so right

So here we are alone again,

Didn't think I'd come to this
And to know it all began
With just a little kiss
I've come to close to happiness,
To have it swept away
Don't think I can take the pain
No never fall in love again
Kinda late in the game
And my heart is in your hands
Don't you stand there and then tell me
You love me
Then leave again
'Cause I'm falling in love with you again
Hold me, hold me
Don't ever let me go
Say it just one time
Say you love me
God knows I do love you again

mimi requested for this song last evening.... ika-san arigato ne..
oh yes, met Taufik 'AGAIN in live' at Holland V, Burger King last sunday evening...ard 10.30pm... he was with his frens ahz... no i didnt approach him cos let him have a life ahz... hehehe... so happie sia...

2005-04-28T13:33:00.000+08:00

|mood: smiley | listening to: lee sheng jie's |

Unseen . . .

It tears my heart in two
not being able to tell you how I feel
when you are with me,
and the love I feel, which you can't see.

As I sit across the table from you,
Breathing the aura of your life,
Who would have known of a love so strong
That would surpass the eternity of this life..

Knowing I could never touch you, hold you,
And love you the way I want to,
I still smile sad tears that fall
Slowly down my heart.
As you walk away from the love,
You never knew to look for the soul mate
I could have been to you..

I linger a while and watch you pass me by.
I realize you would never love me,
And I watch my heart break down and die.
My soul mate it is you..
if only you knew . . .

p.s. recently, i found my oh-siang again... so glad to be 'reunited' with him again... after more that 10 yrs separated since our O'levels... he is still a sweetie... and yes, he's doing quite well... beb, dia ada his own showroom tau... lolz!

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO SHA!!! u changed my whole attitude sia ever since i met u 9 yrs ago... U RAWK ahz... tak padan KUDUT! ahhaha...
so proud to get to know you and may we never grow up... wakkakaka... AKU TAK NAK TUA!!! *wek*

2005-04-21T13:11:00.000+08:00

|mood: sucky | listening to: -nothing- |

The DB.Tribe has spoken, this is the results of yesterday's polls:-

Convenor: Neo Kim Han (hugo BOSS)
Asst Convenor: Azlan Zainal (mat suka kasi PANTUN!)
Treasurer: Daphne (preciousss... or nyonya)
Team Captain: Zakir (pak Aji)
Comm Member #1: Izmil (Mr LOBANG2)
Comm Member #2: Norazlin (kak lynn)
Comm Member #3: Raizal (beruang)

all the best to the new committee members!! good luck and yes, i'm looking forward to the swimming lesson... must see improvement by River Regatta race... must prove to Obek ahz... STAR ROWER ehz?? *pUIq!*

minna, i miss both of you... i'm going crazy seh... and i'm feeling so sucky today... i hope Xeya will be able to cheer me later when i meet him after work...

*sucky tia*

p.s. domo arigato gozaimasu to ika for changing the clips to the ABANG2... innochii...*wipe tears*.... hmmm what should i do?? sampai bila seh i want to be like this ahz...

2005-04-07T13:11:00.000+08:00

| mood: xiao2 | listening to: jewel song - BoA |

y'dae evening, went to heeren to collect my 'school shoe' from minou.
i'm wearing it today to work! *look at my new shoe* hmmm... very the okada! ehhehe...

*went over to my yahoo acct*

i've read my mails... inocchi admitted having a relationship with seto asaka yesterday at a press conference... he looked happy...and the next thing came to my mind was okada... *look down*...

one of my abg2, inocchi!

Owaranai Natsu (Endless Summer)
STARRING: Seto Asaka, Akiyoshi Kumiko, Ohura Ryuichi, Kobayashi Megumi, Suzuki Sawa, Inohara Yoshihiko, Lasalle Ishii, Ishizuka Hidehiko, Matsumoto Megumi and more.
THEME SONG: "Natsu-Iro no Eien" by Seto Asaka / "Hello Again" by My Little Lover
DURATION: July through September 1995
STATION: TBS

tia's comments : they must have met there at the set of Endless Summer...

HOT chemistry! love one of their singles...

my 1st e-meru received this morning, from a fren of mine...

Is anyone there . .

I was there when others needed someone to listen to their stories,
Someone to share their secrets and someone to make them happy..
Is anyone there for me..?

I could understand the other's pain and how they feel when they are down
Though I couldn't do loads of things I always shared their sorrows..
Does anyone understand how I suffer alone when I'm feeling bad..?

I have spent hours and days to solve other's problems,
to wipe away their tears and simply to make their lives better..
Is anyone there to see my tears..?

I did everything I could do for others and sometimes I get hurt and
burn my own heart, I've cried so many times for them
Have anyone dropped even a single tear for me . . .?

2005-04-05T18:17:00.000+08:00

| mood: tired | listening to: one last - taufik batisah |

Exams is ard de corner...& im kinda of stress... hhmm blajar2... tapi tak masuk otak =( pandainyer tidak... hahahaha, go tips frm saikopuff hehehehehe.... And the tip is...... To make concise notes in the form of mind maps and try to incorporate whatever just learnt into daily conversations ... to 'talk it out'.... to posters in front of me... hehehehe by doing this, perhaps cld remember whatever i had just read... she suggested that to have 'conversations' with my idols... WOW... hhmmm gonna try.. so peeps do try it out too ya... *wink*

On 29th Apr 2005, we attended HAD SPORTS APPRECIATION NYTE 2005 @ Gotham Penthouse, Clarke Q.. hhmm de place is cool... heard from a fren tt the R&B nyte was great... hehehehe... guess what? i was saboed by a colleague.. end up me & tia saboed him back.. both of us was given a task to dress him up as a gurl hehehe.. all the three teams was given a 'kain', balloons, lipstick, rubber band, cloth-pegs, G-STRING, a stalk of flower & newspapers... hehehehe...

we used the yellow polka dot kain to wrap him up and turn it into a dress, tia blew up two balloons for his 'breasts' hahahahaha.. gstring was on his head hehehehe.. wif flower stucked btw his ears... hahhaha... rubber bands accessorized as his earings... & yes, LIPSTICK.. hehehehehe... on his lips & cheeks to act as blushers.. Uhhhhh Seeexxxyyy... mak dara sapa nie?!...hehehehe... hmmm wat a pity cos i forget to snap pic of him... oh yes, he named himslf Miss SALAMAH.. fuhyooo nama vintage dol.. hehehehe....
and we won 2nd prize for that... yeah!

Congrats to Tia... she got 3rd for the lucky draw.. hehehehe jeng jeng jeng wanna noe wat did she won...?? toyomi multi-purpose frying pan... hehehehe... quite lucky to won that... some of them won... those travelling bags with rollers lah, thumbler lah.. hahahaha.. & for me.. i won 3 complimentary letters from gotham.. hhmmm the next visit will be free cover charge & drinks.. hhmm
i'm planning to go with...*evil grin*... that nite me & tia asyik bergambar je.. hehehe... dlm toilet pon ada... hehehe..

2005-03-29T15:23:00.000+08:00

| mood: hungry | listening to: Eyes wif Delight-Arashi |

my niban, aiba masaki!!! hehehe...

this happy song going out to all my frens! do smile always...
Mentari akan Bersinar Esok Hari! =D

*Oh love you love you your eyes with delight
Sono hitomi wa ima kaze wo miteru
Oh love you love you your eyes with delight
Namida yori fukai kakayaki wo tatae
Hohoen deiru

Susu shi gena kuchi be ni mo
Kimini niatteru
Show window de senaka no
Hane wo kakusu shikusa

Sarasara sarasara to
Yurete nabi-ite
Kaoru wa midorinasu
Kimi no kuro kami

*Repeat

Nagai ka-bu no sakamichi
Noborikit-ta kimi
Machiawaseni wa kyou mo
Hayasugiru darou ni

Yurayura yurayura to
Kagero-u tachite
Sutoro-w hutto ni mo
Furu semi shigure

Oh love you love you your eyes with delight
Sono hitomi wa ima sora wo miteru
Oh love you love you your eyes with delight
Namida yori fukai kakayaki wo tatae
Hohoen deiru

A to r.a.s.h.i [A to da.r.a.s.h.i}
Let me hear u say ah, hey ladies [fm just gonna say ah, hey men]
Party night keep it going on and on [party night keep it going on and
on]
Say ho [ho]

Mune ni shimatta ano kanashimi ga
Katari oto wo tateru
Demo mou kitsukanai ne

Oh love you love you your eyes with delight
Sono hitomi wa ima boku wo miteru
Oh love you love you your eyes with delight
Namida yori fukai kakayaki wo tatae
Hohoen deiru

*Repeat

2005-03-27T15:44:00.000+08:00

|mood: pms | listening to: la familia - arashi |

been busy for the whole week with internal courses and my section function... finally got the time to update blog and change2 pics kat blog nie... cant wait to meet mimi tommorrow... ada gift exchange ceremony... hehehee *wink at mimi* girl, study hard ahz for ur upcoming papers k... nanti dapat pressie! ehehehe... skirt-bila-ada-rumah-sendrik-aru-bleh-kai ehz!!!! *lol*

here some gazette of pics taken at bangkok trip (19th to 21st March) from hera's dg... sorrie ahz gua dah slack ahz nak amik gambar... gomen nasai...

outside weekend market, chartuchak market! ramai siak jepon tourists kat situ... i bukannya in awe looking at the stuffs selling there but heran-tak-heran looking at those budak2 jepon... hehehe...
(muka gua swollen macam ohno...if macam ohno, dah macam finaz!!ohhh tidak!!!)

bau kedai!! hehehee... i love my purple flip flop!!! very The comfortable...

petang2, btw thailand and m'sia, we all dlm kapalterbang nak alek spore... wakkakakaa... hera, thank you for lending me your Mp3 during the 2 hours flight!! *sings* if i was a rich girl...nanananana... hehehe...

i really2 enjoyed my trip, i enjoyed the people ard me during trip. they are great bunch of good old frens... gossip2 kat breakfast table tu cakap situ, habis situ ehz... =D

oh yes, do visit saikopuff's webbie.... ada matsujun's solo performance ahz... so kakkoii na!... tak nak cakap banyak ahz... gi tengok ahz... if only i can keep him as my pet-to!! *giggle2*

2005-03-17T13:07:00.000+08:00

| mood: freezing | listening to: my happy ending- avril lavigne |

counting the days to upcoming weekend... me and my other 3 frens will be
flying off to bangkok for short weekend get-away... yokkatta ne! *pose cute*

oh yes, i've packed my stuffs into the deuter bag last night (mimi-san,
arigato gozaimasu!)... why? juz in case, i miss out some stuffs if i were to do
last minute packing... so its better for me to pack early, learned from
experience... =D

so before i take my leave... these iroppoi boys will keep u company... hehehee

Define Your STORMY Dream Boy!
brought to you by Quizilla

JUN MATSUMOTO is your STORMY dream boy! You seem
to be always frowning and everything at your
everyday life always gets you down. Never
fear, my dear, this sun-shinin' cutie is going
to change everything for you! With just a
simple smile and a little bit of gesture that
says "I'm happy you're here" and the
sun will always shine on you no matter what
weather you may be! Don't toy with his
feelings though... he's as sensitive as a
flower shielded by his sun-shinin' perky
attitude! ^_^

comments : *sings* you are my soul! soul! itsumo sugu soba ni aru...
yuzurenai yo daremo jama dekinai... karadajuu ni kaze wo atsumete makiokose... a-ra-shi a-ra-shi for dream!

Which member of V6 are you?
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You are Gou, you bad boy, you. You're the one who
we can always expect to have that long hair,
maybe a few pictures glaring or with bedroom
eyes, and you'll always have that little
attitude problem every fan secretly adores. We
love you, Gou!

comments : wakakkakaka.... *evil grin*

Which J-group would be best for you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Welcome to the fold, fellow X Japan/hide fan! I
compliment your fine taste in Japanese music,
because I personally they're as good as it
gets. Ok, so the *cough* visual-ness of them
may take a while to get used to, but I can
guarentee the music won't dissapoint you. There
is so much passion in their work you'll get
over Toshi's lipstick REAL quick. ~audience
applauds~ good show!

comments : how i can ever2 forget X Japan!!!! Kureeeeeenaaaaaaiiii!!! \m/

*pssttt2 to ika* - ika, kalao dah habis buat essay... tolong tukarkan my
video to errrm.... the abg2... errmm.. wait2, i think i want ohno's solo
performance... ehz, wait2...ikaaaaaa... i think ehz.. i nak lagu Love&Life
dulu ahz... boleh? domo arigato ika-san!

:tia:

2005-03-08T18:02:00.000+08:00

|mood: day-dreaming | listening to: relaku pujuk - spider|

i 'had nothing much' to do at work, so i did this...
mimi was on leave today so feel kinda of bored w/o her... =(
and Tam Spider kept me company... berdiri bulu roma seh whenever i listen to that song! tak tahu apasal...

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Ku dikejar bayang-bayang resah
Bila hatimu masih tak berubah
Enggan dipunya
Dan dipenjara
Belaian cintaku ini

Aku bukan lelaki yang tewas
Bisa menyambar walau ku ditolak
Biar diuji
Kanan dan kiri
Kau kan tetap ku miliki

Tiada lafaz yang lebih agung
Kalimah cintamu
Yang ku tunggu tunggu

Biar jasadku yang menanggung
Permainan darimu
Relaku pujuk

Janganlah kau salahkan aku
Terus memburu menawan cintamu
Aku percaya sedikit masa
Kau kecundang akhirnya

Usahlah kau bersedih
Di hadapanmu aku hadir
Memendam resah dan curiga
Dari hatimu... Ohh... Ohh...

Apakah kali ini
Bisa kau tolak dan berlari
Setelah aku menanamkan
Azimatku

both me and mimi tot of cutting our stresses short...
hmmmm... *look at ika and mimi* HOW??

2005-03-02T13:43:00.000+08:00

*sings* i'm only happy when it rains....

need not to say more... just happy that it rains... hehehe.. =D
did any of you caught You are the one every weekdays on Channel 8... Terence Cao as Oppa Bae Yong Jun... Kakoii ne!!! hehehe...

Define Your STORMY Dream Boy!
brought to you by Quizilla

MASAKI AIBA is your STORMY dream boy! If you're
everything that's sugar and spice and
everything nice, this adoringly *pinchable*
cutie can provide you with everything so darn
sweet that you may even be required to have a
dose of insulin before you sink in to the
special phase that we know as TRUE LOVE! Think
of yourself as a cute little teddy bear and you
will feel all the warmth and gentleness this
boy can give you. Now now, don't spoil him too
much with all of that sweet stuff... that is
his *major* weakness... ^.^

tia's comments: *scream* i cant believe it... ika, i'm with aiba!! sama2 DUH!! sama2 blur! banzai! banzai!! hehehe...

Which Arashi member are you??
brought to you by Quizilla

You're JUN (alias MatsuJun) MATSUMOTO!! Your
bright and sunny smile makes the sun shine
brighter everyday! You laugh a lot, you play
practical jokes on people, and you like to
compete with the group's heartbreaker to see
who gets to cap on the people best! Don't try
to make yourself look cool now because you're
cool the way you are, man!

tia's comments: MOMO! hehehe... can i have him too?

2005-02-25T13:14:00.000+08:00

Im so tired... Arrgghhh.... so many thgs to b done.. Exams is ard de corner... looks lyke im unabel to go for the trekking trip to gunung belumut kluang, johor... =[

18-km northeast of Kluang town lies Gunung Belumut Recreational Forest. At 1,010m above sea level, its name is derived from the slippery and slimy stones that abound on the mountain. The park can be reached by saloons through a well-maintained plantation road. The park has camping and resting facilities with a nice waterfall at the base of the mountain. Haiya...wasted2... argghhhh!!!!

alaaaahhh.... bila nak abish skool nie... haiya, im getting lazy & more lazy pandai nyer tidak seh... hehehehe... aper ke tak.. still playing ard... bukan nak blajar... pass tuh last min revision.. hehehehe SUKER!!!

nanti flung lagik salah kan lecturer... wakakaka... *wink @renah* Hmmm..... Dewa has a gr8 performance... dah cam X-Japan *wink @tia* WOW... Tia, i keeps smiling wen i saw Taufik's performance last fri.. hehehe.. teringat ah suara dia yg sexy tuh over the phone *scream* aaaarrrgghhhh!!!!

hehehe... tia, i tink im attracted wif Miyavi's style... wow very the funky

*sing*
if i was a rich gurl a ne na ne na na... *wink@aiman* hehehe.. love tt song by gwen stefani...

If I was a Rich Girl
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl

Think what that money could bring
I'd buy everything
Clean out Vivienne Westwood
In my Galliano gown
No, wouldn't just have one hood
A Hollywood mansion if I could
Please book me first class to my fancy house in London town

All the riches baby, won't mean anything
All the riches baby, don't bring what your love can bring
All the riches baby, won't mean anything
Don't need no other baby
Your lovin' is better than gold and I know

If I was rich girl
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
I'd get me four Harajuku girls to
Inspire me and they'd come to my rescue
I'd dress them wicked, I'd give them names
Love, Angel, Music, Baby
Hurry up and come and save me

All the riches baby, won't mean anything
All the riches baby, don't bring what your love can bring
All the riches baby, won't mean anything
Don't need no other baby
Your lovin' is better than gold and I know

[EVE:]
Come together all over the world
From the hoods of Japan Harajuku girls
What? It's all love
What? Give it up
What? (shouldn't matter) What?
Come together all over the world
From the hood of Japan Harajuku girls
What? It's all the love
What? Give it up
What? (shouldn't matter)
What happened to my life? Turned up side down
Chicks dat blew ya mind, ding, it's the second round
Original track and ring
You know you can't buy these things
See Stefani and her L.A.M.B I rock the fetish people you know who I am

Yes ma'am, we got the style that's wicked
I hope you can all keep up
We climbed all the way from the bottom to the top
now we ain't gettin' nothing but low

If I was rich girl
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl

mimi allysa out!

2005-02-18T15:23:00.000+08:00

| mood: smiley | listening to: utada hikaru - first love |

*binge on meiji's apollo chocolate*
its friday again... Yatta!!! cant wait for next month...
my japanese class!! oh yes, for this FY2005/06 learning exercise
i opted for mandarin conversational as one of my courses...
all sponsored by the board ahz of course...
i chose mandarin bcos i was frustrated with channel 8 and U.
i was hoping that after the mandarin class, i can manage w/o
any subtitle to guide me... hehehe... tia, ganbaru ganbaru yo!!!

well, i had lunch at meknonel, takashimaya,
bumped into lili and hani-chan... =D
so we shared a table... hani-chan so candid...
still so blur as before, never change! *lol*

we left separately cos i want to drop by kinokuniya...
lucky me, no magazine to buy... =)
while browsing, i saw him... i saw him on the cover...
i really see him in kinokuniya... mulut gua masin sia!
my lao kong, JUNICHI OKADA... *scream*
*scratch head* but he's on which magazine ahz??
errrghh... errhhh... hhmmm... aiyah cant remember!!!...

he's so kakkoii ne!! but i didnt buy it cos i'm saving my money for
other stuffs... so before i left kino, i said bye bye to him...
hehehe... siao!

mimi's on half day pm time-off today,
so that's explain why i was alone for lunch today...
ganbate mimi!! dont give up *hugs*

have a great weekend everybody!! *peace sign*

2005-02-17T13:08:00.000+08:00

*sings* i dream...i can fly... =D

GUESS WHAT? What! y'dae lunch time, i met Mr I Dream himself... *scream* u know what?? WHAT! I MET TAUFIK BATISAH at Fork&Spoon Toa Payoh!!! hehehehe... i shook his hand twice. he complimented my lilac MNG jacket *i step taufik semalam* wakakkaa... i called mimi and passed my HP to taufik, taufik chatted with her... *ada taufik's fingerprints on my hp* hehehe... what else yah?? errrghhh... he even wished me happy belated valentine's day... HE's SO SWEET and POLITE and never LAME!!!! arrrghhhhh... susah datang!!! at first, i wasnt sure it was him ahz... so i first checked out his legs... if that guy has a long legs.. confirm its taufik... wakkakaka... i asked,"excuse me, are you taufik??" he replied with a smile..."Yes, i'm taufik!!" wakkakakaka...

latest bishounens to check out!! can only watch and see from far... cannot touch ahz... if you touch, you will be jailed and caned cos these NEWS boys are under-aged... hehehe...

Kato Shigeaki (my fav NEWS member)
D.O.B: 1987/7/11
Blood Type: A
Height: 175CM
Weight: 55KG
P.O.B: Osaka (same2 as my lao kong ahz... hehehe)

Yamashita Tomohisa
D.O.B: 1985/4/09 (10:01am)
Blood Type: A.
Height: 174CM
Weight: 54KG
P.O.B: Chiba Prefecture
Hobby: listining to music, taking pictures
Pet: Puggy called "P-Chan"
Favourite Object: Doraemon

Uchi Hiroki
D.O.B: 1986/9/10
Blood Type: AB
Height: 175cm
Weight: 50KG
P.O.B: Osaka (another osakaianz!)
Favourite Sports: Baseball
Favourite season: summer
Pet: Dog (Lion)

have u been watching channel's 8 latest drama serial - you are the one... you know... terence chao made my heart flutters everytime he appears... errrrhhhh... very the bae young jun... so kakoii nee...

2005-02-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

1st day of Lunar New Year, me and my family went jalan2 to...

what a hot hot hot day!!

thats my go morita inspired straw hat... its a summer hat for japanese, i think... hehehe..

view from mount faber... we took a cable car ride... it was a 1st time for ika and mom... betol2 macam orang jakun seh... dorang belom try naik genting nyer... lagik besshh!! ehehhee...

today, basically just lazed ard... but only in the afternoon, i accompanied my parents to mustafa center to shop for some groceries... packed giler seh!

arrghhhh, tomorrow got to work... but i'm looking forward to this saturday cos i'm going to enrol myself and i hope i can get a place for myself in japanese class at this CC near my place... *cross finger*...

2005-02-08T13:44:00.000+08:00

going to be a long holiday for all of us!!... Yahhoooo...

Mimi and I wish all our Chinese frens a Happy and Prosperous Lunar New Year. Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT MA'AL HIJRAH
1426
10 February 2005

Semoga tahun baru ini membawa keberkahan pada diri kita semua dan umat Islam sedunia. Amin.

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.

re-cap alek what happened last week...
sunday - i went to Daiso IMM with ika bought go morita inspired straw hat... esok, me jadi Hang Kebun kat Sentosa... family picnic... Yay!!

y'dae - 1 day on leave, so i went out with ita to Jurong Point, Kiddy's palace... lepak2 jerr, bumped into Imah, hubbie and son... dorang pon sibuk and beraya kot... hehehe..

ita's little hero... aniq hafiz... should be 3 months old now... baby scorpio ahz... macam Omm Okada dia lah... ehhehe...

today - most of my gfs going to punggol, ayu's place... ada small gathering... kita pon nak makan yu-sheng ahz... hehehe... that's it for today! oh yes, Ayu is pregnant!!! ehhehee... tomorrow is Ayu's 26th beshday! hehehe...

2005-02-01T13:29:00.000+08:00

konnichiwa... genki?? hehehe

oshio manabu and takeshi sorimachi...
every sunday...11pm, Channel 8!!!

kakoii ne!! hmmmm... he's a taurus - 5th May 1978...
he's also in a band called LIV!

mimi and i are still ard is just that we are busy with our stuffs at the moment, no time to update...

u can still visit mimi at http://mimiallysa.blogspot.com and yes, my own personal space at http://spaces.msn.com/members/tiadahlia arigatou ne... there'll be a new japanese class starting in march near a community centre my home... this coming pay day, i shall go and book a place for myself ne...

i love my arashi boys!! kawaaii... yatta!

2005-01-19T17:36:00.000+08:00

time : 4.03pm
where : my working desk

dear okajun,

i just want to thank you for 'being there' for me all this while, when i down or lost. i just cant wait to rush home just to see u. right now, i'm feeling that way... lost....

maybe one day i can meet u personally and thank you for being the pillars of my strength...you were there to comfort me. pls dont stop doing that good job... your smiles and laughters, brightened up my life... my days are not so gloomy and dark whenever u are ard.

i need you.... but its really impossible for me to actually meet with you and i know the chances to bump into you in tokyo streets are very slim. if you were happen to read this. jun, u have inspired me... to work harder and be happy while i'm still alive and i hope to inspire others too.... arigatou!

<3333333333333333,
tia dahlia

2005-01-19T13:01:00.000+08:00

i watched kisarazu last nite before going to bed....
maybe becos i miss okada... hmmmm actually i miss busan... LOL
he's hilarious ahz... esp when bambi (sho arashi) questioned him
whether he know where is moko? hahhahaha.... so farnie...
i like the part where he practiced their theme song for the first
time...should watch the way he sing ahz.... hutzi was trying so hard to avoid
him while playing the drum when busan came nearer to the drum set....
nak sexy2 jer... wakkakaka... he damn bloody lepak ahz...

anyway, i feel kind happy and excited today cos i made 2 japanese frens,
yuko and kumiko.... ladies, please give me your guidance...
thanks to okada... that led me to them.... hehhehe... actually i was
doing yahoo search on okada y'dae during lunch time.... by chance ahz found
this two kawaii ladies.... *grinning from ear to ear*.... ney...

yuko - do take me to hot springs when i'm there okay?? XD
kumiko - i hope ur english wont be as bad as mine after talking to me...
hehehe....i've my own way of expressing... hehehehe... dont worry... i'm sure u
will do well...

received this y'dae, i hope i can to get to meet my okada b4 anything happen...

Mr and Mrs Okada... LOL

i've a date this saturday... saiko promised to treat me to a movie...YAY!!!! banzai!! banzai!! banzai!! banzai!!

2005-01-17T13:09:00.000+08:00

On 12th and 13th Jan 2005, both of us were on course but diff class... mimi brought her dgcam, i dah slack sikit ahz... so we took a few shots of us ahz... dah lama tak amik gambar sama.... hehehe...

me & my okada teeshirt | mimi & her takuya-okada-inspired-hat

1st day, i followed mimi to sunplaza cos she need a new specs.... funky giler ahz... blue and yellow frame! and also lets pray that everything will be fine *hugs*
2nd day, both of us lepak2 at GWC.... i bought an Esprit jacket, thats it no more spending for me... cos i need to save up for my japan trip =D... mimi bought Esprit towel set jer, pink karer....

our last day on course!

last friday, my gfren ajak me to carrefour to meet taufik with her 2 cousins.... i tak excited sangat macam dulu2... entahlah i dont know why... but i was in awe ahz when i taufik walked in front of me, he was damned tall, but he looked kind of tired... somebody please buy him some chicken essence or bird nest for him to boost his energy up... my gfren almost went crazy and she again almost lost her voice... hehehehe...

searching for my polestar ended last night.... odagiri appeared at the end of the show... wah liao wei... damn cool!! i think hideaki itoh is my husband-material... sorry okajun!!!

sunday, went down to queensway with ika cos i need to alter my jeans... have to wait for 2 hours.... so wat did we do during those 2 hours.... we eat, drink, gossip, ber-angan, saw one johnny's lookalike boy and walk a bit here and there cos the place was congested!!! 5.30 went to collect my jeans.... had seasick in the changing room.... their changing room was kind of shaky... dah lah i ada low blood... mabuk sekejap.... ika suggested to go to heeren cos she wanted to go to that mise xsclusive shop.... in the end i bought one DUET magazine, she didnt buy any... that mag cost me 15 bucks! takpelah.... sho, aiba and okada inside!!! wakakaka.... left heeren to taka to buy mom's red bean and cheese tokiwado.... ika again suggested to go to kunikuniya before we headed home... nothing to see and nothing to buy! wat a tiring day... cos i penat ketawa ahz... thanks to her and myself ahz.. we kept imitating okada's "where you goin?" and ken's "lei hoi bin to ahz?" plus the chicken thingy.... kuhruk kuhruk kuhruk kuhruk....wakakaka....

imitate okada's "where you goin?"... wakkakaka... lepak ahz this fella... hopes to be an English teacher... good for him ahz... so, easy for me to communicate with him in future... OKADA pls go and study english while i study japanese!! BANZAI!!! BANZAI! BANZAI! BANZAI!!!

next saturday, 22 Jan 2005.... i'll be involved in Charity Dragon Boat Race to raise funds in support of the Asia Tsunami Relief funds. so excited.... good luck to Club HDB!!!